Yesterday, after dropping off a friend, from a club, we sat and had along chat in the car. As i pulled off i was aggitated about things we had spoken about. I was angry at myself about things about myself. As i got onto the main road i put foot, and the engine roared. I tore off down the road doing in excess of 160kph. The speed felt good, the faster i went the better i felt, it cured those things i was feeling. It was exlirating seeing the road come up so fast. Later a very easy bend came up that i knew very well. The road was a little wet at this time, i noticed that i was going slightly off and corrected the car a little too quickly.
My car imitiatly spun across the road sideways, i knew there was nothing i could do to stop or correct it now. I heard the bang as the car hit the grassly nole off the road, and felt it flip up over into a fast sideways roll. I pinned myself into my seat, by pushing onto the roof with my right arm and holding on to the door with my left as the car did cartwheels. With a last huge bang the car eventually came too a stop, upside down. I was hanging, from my seat, still strapped in by the seat belt. I was a little confused because the drivers cabin had become tiny. I found my belt buckle and pressed the button, it released and quickly crawled out. The car had rolled for about 50 meters down an embankment, and was in peices. Totally fucked, my sound system fucked. I was wearing my seat belt, and i was alone. I had'nt killed anyone.
I was alive! I was alright. No broken bones! I was bruised, and I just needed some stiches in my neck and head. The paramedics and tow drivers were amazed i was alive and walking around and totally coherant. I am lucky to be alive to share this with you all.
I have to take some time off pe cause my arms and body are bruised and ache all over. I'll start up again as soon as i can.
My message:
We as guys tend to express our feelings in actions, when we have no other outlet. Be safe be careful as you progress through life, cause once you fuck up, you cant go back. If i was paralyzed, that would be it for me and my pe career, and none of you would ever have heard from me again.
I have now had to rethink my standpoint on things. I just wanted to say again, if it makes any difference at all or saves a few lives.
PLEASE, ESPAICIALLY THE YOUNGER GUYS ON THIS FORUM. DRIVE SAFELY AND SLOWLY. YOUR BODY IS MORE FRAGILE THAN YOU KNOW, ONCE YOU ARE DAMAGED YOU CAN'T GO BACK. TALK WITH SOMEONE IF POSSIBLE TO RESOLVE YOUR ANGERS.
Wishing all my brothers here a happy easter season, and a wonderful life. Make the best of it, cause there is still so much here for you all to do.
My car imitiatly spun across the road sideways, i knew there was nothing i could do to stop or correct it now. I heard the bang as the car hit the grassly nole off the road, and felt it flip up over into a fast sideways roll. I pinned myself into my seat, by pushing onto the roof with my right arm and holding on to the door with my left as the car did cartwheels. With a last huge bang the car eventually came too a stop, upside down. I was hanging, from my seat, still strapped in by the seat belt. I was a little confused because the drivers cabin had become tiny. I found my belt buckle and pressed the button, it released and quickly crawled out. The car had rolled for about 50 meters down an embankment, and was in peices. Totally fucked, my sound system fucked. I was wearing my seat belt, and i was alone. I had'nt killed anyone.
I was alive! I was alright. No broken bones! I was bruised, and I just needed some stiches in my neck and head. The paramedics and tow drivers were amazed i was alive and walking around and totally coherant. I am lucky to be alive to share this with you all.
I have to take some time off pe cause my arms and body are bruised and ache all over. I'll start up again as soon as i can.
My message:
We as guys tend to express our feelings in actions, when we have no other outlet. Be safe be careful as you progress through life, cause once you fuck up, you cant go back. If i was paralyzed, that would be it for me and my pe career, and none of you would ever have heard from me again.
I have now had to rethink my standpoint on things. I just wanted to say again, if it makes any difference at all or saves a few lives.
PLEASE, ESPAICIALLY THE YOUNGER GUYS ON THIS FORUM. DRIVE SAFELY AND SLOWLY. YOUR BODY IS MORE FRAGILE THAN YOU KNOW, ONCE YOU ARE DAMAGED YOU CAN'T GO BACK. TALK WITH SOMEONE IF POSSIBLE TO RESOLVE YOUR ANGERS.
Wishing all my brothers here a happy easter season, and a wonderful life. Make the best of it, cause there is still so much here for you all to do.