So I’ve had three filler procedures starting in 2021. The last one was January 2024. That was PMMA for the last one and was part of a clinical trial with Dr. David Dellinger in Austin. From the beginning, he had told me that all of this was reversible with Kenalog. The last procedure got me to 7 inches around sometimes 8 inches around if I were a cock ring. It was a little excessive at that for me.
After a couple of months, I started developing nodules and he told me to massage them and check back and I noticed there were more and more so I was frequently checking in and going in to be examined and again over and over was told to just massage them and at some point, we could use Kenalog, but he didn’t want to do that yet. So in October, I went in to have the Kenalog done Because now I had 25 to 30 nodules and it was misshapen. And the nodules were now visible and you could feel them so it was like masturbating a bag of skittles. Totally grossed out and I was rejected multiple times by guys because it was too creepy. I didn’t even wanna masturbate because I don’t like how it feels and looks. It was a huge turn off.
So I had my urologist remove the filler on January 10. I’m still healing and I will have multiple scars and it will take some time for the shape to be OK but he was only able to remove 70% of it. The remainder of it is stuck to the inside of my skin and luckily not to the actual penis. I have a necrotic skin that is sluffing off now and that is completely gross. Not sure how it’s going to look or function.
Very distressing. I’ve actually filed a complaint with the Texas medical board because of the fact that he told me repeatedly that Kenalog would get rid of these and then when I finally went in and he said it would not. Why tell me that for three years, if it’s not true?
So if you’re considering getting filler, definitely shop around and I would not recommend the permanent fillers like silicone oil or PMMA. Some people don’t respond well to either of those, and most people that have problems are because of the method or the experience of the provider according to the research I’ve seen. Only like 2% of people have reactions to the substance itself
So the hyaluronic acid fillers are temporary meaning one to two years. But I chose permanent because that’s cheaper and permanent. Huge mistake and I regret listening to his information and advice. I will be filing a malpractice suit.
I debate on posting pictures right now because it looks so bad so I may wait until the scars are healed and that way we can see what size and shape I’ll end up at in a couple of months. Feel free to message me privately if you have questions about it
And thanks to those who have messaged me on this journey, providing some support and lending an ear
After a couple of months, I started developing nodules and he told me to massage them and check back and I noticed there were more and more so I was frequently checking in and going in to be examined and again over and over was told to just massage them and at some point, we could use Kenalog, but he didn’t want to do that yet. So in October, I went in to have the Kenalog done Because now I had 25 to 30 nodules and it was misshapen. And the nodules were now visible and you could feel them so it was like masturbating a bag of skittles. Totally grossed out and I was rejected multiple times by guys because it was too creepy. I didn’t even wanna masturbate because I don’t like how it feels and looks. It was a huge turn off.
So I had my urologist remove the filler on January 10. I’m still healing and I will have multiple scars and it will take some time for the shape to be OK but he was only able to remove 70% of it. The remainder of it is stuck to the inside of my skin and luckily not to the actual penis. I have a necrotic skin that is sluffing off now and that is completely gross. Not sure how it’s going to look or function.
Very distressing. I’ve actually filed a complaint with the Texas medical board because of the fact that he told me repeatedly that Kenalog would get rid of these and then when I finally went in and he said it would not. Why tell me that for three years, if it’s not true?
So if you’re considering getting filler, definitely shop around and I would not recommend the permanent fillers like silicone oil or PMMA. Some people don’t respond well to either of those, and most people that have problems are because of the method or the experience of the provider according to the research I’ve seen. Only like 2% of people have reactions to the substance itself
So the hyaluronic acid fillers are temporary meaning one to two years. But I chose permanent because that’s cheaper and permanent. Huge mistake and I regret listening to his information and advice. I will be filing a malpractice suit.
I debate on posting pictures right now because it looks so bad so I may wait until the scars are healed and that way we can see what size and shape I’ll end up at in a couple of months. Feel free to message me privately if you have questions about it
And thanks to those who have messaged me on this journey, providing some support and lending an ear
