I haven't done PE for so long, only a little more then a month. But I see where this will lead to in the longrun, and also I see the struggle in it, and I have a big respect for you guys that have sticked with it for, 20+ years. That's insane commitment and discipline right there. I'm thankful I can learn from you guys.
A good way to prevent depression regarding PE is to have a program you stick to 100%, don't miss a day, even if it's a rest day (if you should have any), it should be planned. You can not do it a little bit and think it's going to work.
Also:
@Mur I suggest you remove the stickers on your
Bathmate®, so you don't get obsessed in the length of your penis every training session. Instead, messure your penis let us say every 4-8 months, a recommendation I got from
@huge-girth, which I think is good. You focus on the process instead of the end goal.