TCDreamer Back in action.

[TCDreamer]

Hey, Brothers.

Been away for a hot minute. Suffered from hard flaccid. Wow. Did that ever SUCK! I mean bad deal. However, I rolled out of it with rest, massage and red light therapy. I lost about 1/8” in my previous gains that I have documented. I’m back (as of this week) to the 5X5x3 @DLD SSJ’s. I’ve taken these low and slow. Real slow. But I’m seeing improvement in the PE sessions. Etc. I’ll post a pic soon. Man, hard flaccid is an absolute bummer to the core.

 

[notmeanymore]

Wish I had mine back. I thought mine healed for a bit at first . But, no, Amazing ,you can get a taste of an injury like that and still go right back to doing dumb crap again.just amazing,.

 

[oldandlively]

Lost 1/8in is light compared to a full 1/2in like for some. Did you manage to find the trigger that cause the HFS?

 

[TCDreamer]

@oldandlively
This is me this am at 90% after session. Again, I’m down about 1/8 to 1/4” on BPEL and about an 1/8” down on EG. But it will come back. I think it was just too much pumping and no rest days that contributed to the ordeal. @notmeanymore: I have seen and read about your serious and heart wrenching situation. I cannot give the words as to my sorrow for your deal, but I’d ask that you don’t back me into a corner with the comments. I’m a seasoned PE’er, if you will, and my situation does happen to some. Not all. In your case, it’s more drastic. And my heart goes out to you. It does. Peace.

 

[DLD]

@oldandlively
This is me this am at 90% after session. Again, I’m down about 1/8 to 1/4” on BPEL and about an 1/8” down on EG. But it will come back. I think it was just too much pumping and no rest days that contributed to the ordeal. @notmeanymore: I have seen and read about your serious and heart wrenching situation. I cannot give the words as to my sorrow for your deal, but I’d ask that you don’t back me into a corner with the comments. I’m a seasoned PE’er, if you will, and my situation does happen to some. Not all. In your case, it’s more drastic. And my heart goes out to you. It does. Peace.

Very nice picture it looks a lot like the curve.I picture it looks a lot like the curve I have. I think it makes the penis look huge

 

[notmeanymore]

@oldandlively
This is me this am at 90% after session. Again, I’m down about 1/8 to 1/4” on BPEL and about an 1/8” down on EG. But it will come back. I think it was just too much pumping and no rest days that contributed to the ordeal. @notmeanymore: I have seen and read about your serious and heart wrenching situation. I cannot give the words as to my sorrow for your deal, but I’d ask that you don’t back me into a corner with the comments. I’m a seasoned PE’er, if you will, and my situation does happen to some. Not all. In your case, it’s more drastic. And my heart goes out to you. It does. Peace.

Wasn’t backing you into a corner at all. Keep tempting fate all you wish. I wish I had been so lucky and had the chance to see what this crap does. I’ll never play that game ever again. no matter if I heal or not. Not worth it for placebo and brain rot it brings.

 

[oldandlively]

Wasn’t backing you into a corner at all. Keep tempting fate all you wish. I wish I had been so lucky and had the chance to see what this crap does. I’ll never play that game ever again. no matter if I heal or not. Not worth it for placebo and brain rot it brings.

There has been quite a bit of those saying the same thing, without practicing PE, but ended up with ED and eventually venture into the PE arena. They either pursue PE or pump themselves full of drugs just to get a hard on. Either way, a brother will bet everything on a game called "Chance".

 

[notmeanymore]

There has been quite a bit of those saying the same thing, without practicing PE, but ended up with ED and eventually venture into the PE arena. They either pursue PE or pump themselves full of drugs just to get a hard on. Either way, a brother will bet everything on a game called "Chance".

ED is a walk in the park compared to whatever it is I am now.

 

[TCDreamer]

Very nice picture it looks a lot like the curve.I picture it looks a lot like the curve I have. I think it makes the penis look huge

@DLD Thank you. Yah. That curve is a son of a gun. Been doing your erect bends before I had to take that time off. I’ll get back after them when I am 100%. My glans have increased in size as well as you can see. Water pump only with the MitiVac and my mod. Warm up and warm down with infrared and heat. Next November I WILL be 7.5 NBPEL x 6 EG with no problem. No matter what anyone says, that is the ticket. Yes, yes. I get the 8x6, but where I was at to where I have my goal, my number is waaaay above board and my golden ticket.

 

[oldandlively]

ED is a walk in the park compared to whatever it is I am now.

Sorry to say it, brother, but ED is not a walk in the park at all. ED is a term being used to cover too many issues, like Peyronie's disease, coined to focus on a specific area, but has exploded to cover more than just two or three issues it was meant for. ED, back then, was merely "I can't get my penis up." Now, ED is covering from physical phenomena, to hormonal replacement like testosterone therapy, all the way to emotional and psychological traumas and symptoms. Funny enough, your issues you're experiencing are 60% covered under ED, while the remaining 40% fall under ischemia, occlusion, and atherosclerosis, all the way to peripheral neuropathy. Medical sciences have come a long way, and the more expansive the niches, the greater the crossover of terms inter-relating to the body functions or non-functions.

It's rambling of an old fool, but I have to clear things up where things are muddled. The more we feel frustrated because of our poor body health, the more we fall into confusion through our anger. As you said in the other post, where you are hanging on by sheer will or else you would have died in sorrow, use that sheer will to take the next step to explore existing methods to recover. Remember, PE is merely an exercise that triggered something which already existed. It's time to find the application of a cure rather than sitting around to mope on the "what if" and "what did". We came up with various initial solutions so far. Take a step forward.

 

[notmeanymore]

Sorry to say it, brother, but ED is not a walk in the park at all. ED is a term being used to cover too many issues, like Peyronie's disease, coined to focus on a specific area, but has exploded to cover more than just two or three issues it was meant for. ED, back then, was merely "I can't get my penis up." Now, ED is covering from physical phenomena, to hormonal replacement like testosterone therapy, all the way to emotional and psychological traumas and symptoms. Funny enough, your issues you're experiencing are 60% covered under ED, while the remaining 40% fall under ischemia, occlusion, and atherosclerosis, all the way to peripheral neuropathy. Medical sciences have come a long way, and the more expansive the niches, the greater the crossover of terms inter-relating to the body functions or non-functions.

It's rambling of an old fool, but I have to clear things up where things are muddled. The more we feel frustrated because of our poor body health, the more we fall into confusion through our anger. As you said in the other post, where you are hanging on by sheer will or else you would have died in sorrow, use that sheer will to take the next step to explore existing methods to recover. Remember, PE is merely an exercise that triggered something which already existed. It's time to find the application of a cure rather than sitting around to mope on the "what if" and "what did". We came up with various initial solutions so far. Take a step forward.

It’s really getting old with your defending this not being caused by PE and triggering something already there. Just stop. You don’t have a clue what you’re talking about here.my glans being pink and numb and weird tissue feeling is not something that already existed . Not even a little bit. There is no cure here other than pelvic strecthing to occasionally relieve some tension,only to lather rinse repeat, cause my body still doesn’t understand why it can’t feel itself because I tried something completely foolish

 

[oldandlively]

Sorry, brother, but I'm not defending anything. I simply state what had happened, what required, and what needs to happen. Like I said, PE, like any other activities, is a risk weighing management. Either be eating, drinking, exercising, or simply being a couch potato, everything has a risk. We think nothing is wrong with us internally and dive straight forward doing what needed to conform to our need. But something happens, we blame it on the last thing we did without further investigating in full depth and exhaust all possible solutions.

This is where your statement caused quite a bit confusion on your part, as well as medical professional. Think carefully. of your case, what had been discovered by the medical professional through your MRI session (no ultrasound yet), a what is done to relieve the pain.

my glans being pink and numb and weird tissue feeling is not something that already existed .

Glans is pink, which is healthy. Being numb means nerve damage. MRI, according to you based on the radiologist report, did not provide any issue with nerve damage. According to you, when the penile length are partially erection or has higher volume of blood, there's no issue with the glans. Same with sitting positions. Think carefully. If there's any nerve damage at all in the penis, the entire penis would be having constant numbness and color change from where the damage occurred. This is much deeper into the pelvic area.

Not even a little bit. There is no cure here other than pelvic strecthing to occasionally relieve some tension,only to lather rinse repeat, cause my body still doesn’t understand why it can’t feel itself because I tried something completely foolish

Pelvic exercises focus on the perineal nerve branch, further away from the dorsal nerve in the penis. It goes further up the sciatic nerve branch. As you have pointed out, it isolates to the left side of the body, starting at the pelvic region, down to the legs, and specific left side of the penis. Think very carefully about this. What in the world does a nerve damage on the left side of the penis near the coronal ridge caused the entire left lower extremity to suffer? All known biological, neurological, and medical studies, the answer is none. A deep vein thrombosis can be a possible case, but the MRI did not show anything.

It's logical reasoning versus psychological and emotion reasoning at this moment in time. I neither defend PE or reject it. I provide information according to the need.

 

[notmeanymore]

Sorry, brother, but I'm not defending anything. I simply state what had happened, what required, and what needs to happen. Like I said, PE, like any other activities, is a risk weighing management. Either be eating, drinking, exercising, or simply being a couch potato, everything has a risk. We think nothing is wrong with us internally and dive straight forward doing what needed to conform to our need. But something happens, we blame it on the last thing we did without further investigating in full depth and exhaust all possible solutions.

This is where your statement caused quite a bit confusion on your part, as well as medical professional. Think carefully. of your case, what had been discovered by the medical professional through your MRI session (no ultrasound yet), a what is done to relieve the pain.



Glans is pink, which is healthy. Being numb means nerve damage. MRI, according to you based on the radiologist report, did not provide any issue with nerve damage. According to you, when the penile length are partially erection or has higher volume of blood, there's no issue with the glans. Same with sitting positions. Think carefully. If there's any nerve damage at all in the penis, the entire penis would be having constant numbness and color change from where the damage occurred. This is much deeper into the pelvic area.



Pelvic exercises focus on the perineal nerve branch, further away from the dorsal nerve in the penis. It goes further up the sciatic nerve branch. As you have pointed out, it isolates to the left side of the body, starting at the pelvic region, down to the legs, and specific left side of the penis. Think very carefully about this. What in the world does a nerve damage on the left side of the penis near the coronal ridge caused the entire left lower extremity to suffer? All known biological, neurological, and medical studies, the answer is none. A deep vein thrombosis can be a possible case, but the MRI did not show anything.

It's logical reasoning versus psychological and emotion reasoning at this moment in time. I neither defend PE or reject it. I provide information according to the need.

This pink is not healthy. It ain’t right. On cialis, it seems even more pink,.MRI does not show nerves,so there’s that. Erections are better ,yes, but at no time ever is the glans “right”. It’s still Not feeling totally everything even erect. It’s just better. Definitely still there sitting as well. And my glans definitely has color change. It’s all over the map. Something else in there ain’t right either. But it’s not all one thing,but all started with this rediculous fiasco. Whatever has went on in my butt is a partial issue as well. Bottom line, the tissue in the glans isn’t normal. I still feel everything, but it’s degraded. I mean, I have to wear small briefs for god sakes just to stay sane. Boxers are too smooth, and send me into complete panic attack from lack of feeling. Every pair of pants I own gives me a differnt attitude for the day depending on how much I can or can’t feel in them. Any little issue in daily life or anything strenuous sends me into full numb shrinkage,that only relaxing can remedy. But only back to my new normal. Which is total dog crap in the feeling department.

 

[oldandlively]

This pink is not healthy. It ain’t right. On cialis, it seems even more pink,.

There are two level of pink. Pink and reddish healthy and pink and pale with red spotting. Overall, pink means oxygenates. Red is better but it based on skin color. Pale and clammy is a whole different story.

MRI does not show nerves,so there’s that.

This is why the ultrasound is the next recommendation. It actively monitors the scanned area, including any blood vessels blockage, kinks, or bad nerve nodes/segments.

Erections are better ,yes, but at no time ever is the glans “right”. It’s still Not feeling totally everything even erect. It’s just better. Definitely still there sitting as well. And my glans definitely has color change. It’s all over the map. Something else in there ain’t right either.

We all sat down and tossed ideas one out after another. All came down to, was there a deep search along the blood vessels and nerve path for the penis. Once they got the "No, not yet." They all tossed the their pens down and stopped evaluating. Without the scan, it's a guessing game.

But it’s not all one thing,but all started with this rediculous fiasco. Whatever has went on in my butt is a partial issue as well. Bottom line, the tissue in the glans isn’t normal.

The nerves are interconnected. Normally, and this is just normally, what occurs near the terminal point, the glans, cause localized issues. An example is a nerve damaged near the hand or foot, the hand-fingers get the brunt of the issues. Same for the foot-toes. If it's traces back up further, various other parts get affected. For example, near the pelvis, the entire leg, foot, and toes feel the issues. This is the same for my entire arm, going down to the bicep, elbow, wrist, and even fingers and hand.

In your case, it' the pelvis, the entire groin region, lower back, and down along one leg. As we have discussed, the so called "fiasco" brought about the awareness for the sensation of the penis, even the anal area (pelvic floor), and make your hyper awareness of everything about the sexual functions where you probably ignored before. This is where we are now.

I still feel everything, but it’s degraded. I mean, I have to wear small briefs for god sakes just to stay sane. Boxers are too smooth, and send me into complete panic attack from lack of feeling. Every pair of pants I own gives me a differnt attitude for the day depending on how much I can or can’t feel in them. Any little issue in daily life or anything strenuous sends me into full numb shrinkage,that only relaxing can remedy. But only back to my new normal. Which is total dog crap in the feeling department.

This is the main focus. Relaxing brings blood flow to the groin. Relaxing in the prior discussion surrounds the act of leaning back and laying down. This is where the suspect of nerve kink and blood vessel blockage near the pelvic floor, or even up near the lower lumbar around the L and S of the spine. Everyone in the medical world, be pathology, urology, neurophaty, and specialty, they all confirmed a snap or pressure at the base of the dorsal nerve is most like not to cause the rest of the symptoms all the way to the pelvic and leg region.

But, if there is a very likely chance there is a kinked or compression at the base of the penis for the dorsal nerve, and it's verified through the ultrasound, that can be remedies instantly. The kink along the dorsal nerve can cause the phantom pains, like we discussed, or even flare-ups because of the compressive irritation. This is based on verification of the possible kinked nerve where the cylinder's rim caused the compression at the top of the penis.

Until we can verify and validate, we're stuck at the guessing game and you're stuck at this shitty dog crap of a feeling.

 

[notmeanymore]

There are two level of pink. Pink and reddish healthy and pink and pale with red spotting. Overall, pink means oxygenates. Red is better but it based on skin color. Pale and clammy is a whole different story.



This is why the ultrasound is the next recommendation. It actively monitors the scanned area, including any blood vessels blockage, kinks, or bad nerve nodes/segments.



We all sat down and tossed ideas one out after another. All came down to, was there a deep search along the blood vessels and nerve path for the penis. Once they got the "No, not yet." They all tossed the their pens down and stopped evaluating. Without the scan, it's a guessing game.



The nerves are interconnected. Normally, and this is just normally, what occurs near the terminal point, the glans, cause localized issues. An example is a nerve damaged near the hand or foot, the hand-fingers get the brunt of the issues. Same for the foot-toes. If it's traces back up further, various other parts get affected. For example, near the pelvis, the entire leg, foot, and toes feel the issues. This is the same for my entire arm, going down to the bicep, elbow, wrist, and even fingers and hand.

In your case, it' the pelvis, the entire groin region, lower back, and down along one leg. As we have discussed, the so called "fiasco" brought about the awareness for the sensation of the penis, even the anal area (pelvic floor), and make your hyper awareness of everything about the sexual functions where you probably ignored before. This is where we are now.



This is the main focus. Relaxing brings blood flow to the groin. Relaxing in the prior discussion surrounds the act of leaning back and laying down. This is where the suspect of nerve kink and blood vessel blockage near the pelvic floor, or even up near the lower lumbar around the L and S of the spine. Everyone in the medical world, be pathology, urology, neurophaty, and specialty, they all confirmed a snap or pressure at the base of the dorsal nerve is most like not to cause the rest of the symptoms all the way to the pelvic and leg region.

But, if there is a very likely chance there is a kinked or compression at the base of the penis for the dorsal nerve, and it's verified through the ultrasound, that can be remedies instantly. The kink along the dorsal nerve can cause the phantom pains, like we discussed, or even flare-ups because of the compressive irritation. This is based on verification of the possible kinked nerve where the cylinder's rim caused the compression at the top of the penis.

Until we can verify and validate, we're stuck at the guessing game and you're stuck at this shitty dog crap of a feeling.

Well, whatever color pink or red you wanna call it, it wasn’t this way before. And isn’t right. And depending on the day,or state of this nerve crap, yes, it can be pale and clammy. It can be, and is everything and nothing at any day. Mostly nothing. I know the glans has feeling damage. It’s not possible to look and feel like this and not. But when I could feel like it had life and aroused, and could feel something when I kegel, the off feelings aren’t even really an issue. But all of it together is pure death.