Hello my brothers I am doing so much better much better. And I found ways to really get around my frustrations I've made a video

[DLD]

So things have greatly improved my brothers and prayers and praise the Lord for that! I am not 100% but I did go see a Neurologist in Boston (0or should I say a team of neurologists and there were also pspychiatrists in psychologists there psychologist there also). I got a referral and it was for 3 weeks from 3 days ago and and there was no way I was waiting 3 weeks.

I may have told you much of this already but I was diagnosed with dimensional- disassociative spectrum disorder. This is a neurological mental disorder,,,,,

I know you guys believe me! PRAY FOR ME but I feel as though I need to show improve on this one because I don't want anyone thinking i am a liar.

So I'm going to post a picture of my bodyI hope you agree with me when you look at the pictures and also know that I am working on the physical part of the routine now also.

 

[DutchAthletic92]

I am sorry to hear that DLD. I hope you can get the best treatment available for your personal circumstances. But you are still a maricon HIV+, so I hope it doesn’t interfere your life too much.

Stay strong??

 

[Big Al]

It's good to hear you're better!

Attempting to contact you. Please feel free to call me at your convenience.

 

[wildyack]

I am so glad to hear that you are on the mend!

 

[arkailija]

I think it'll take a good amount of time of getting things back together. Let's respect DLD's time and give him a moment.
This server and the forum software are not totally simple and considering the loss of Lightning I bet managing the whole package is challenging. (Forum, sales and more ...)

I have my faith to believe DLD shall return. While waiting for that let's do our most to practice good PE routines and keep ourselves in check!
There's a lot of information available as is and the motivation / drive for enhancing yourself should come within.

Writing that I've always felt like that one can absorb a good amount of information in a certain time span and get to working. And keep that work going on; as it has been said "It's not a sprint, it's a marathon."
While I appreciate Brothers who track their training regimes and post on a regular basis I can sympathize with Brothers who just stick to a program, get their gains and move on.

With that: keep on doing the work and make those gains! There's a huge amount of information to put into practice available.

 

[MW83]

The loss of Lightning? What happened?

 

[arkailija]

Lightning and DLD passed away a while ago, this site will be dead and they are using bots.

Lightning worked a lot in the "background" as I've come to understand and took major lead in the technical side of things if I have understood the scenario correctly.

 

[MW83]

Thanks for your reply, I did not know that Jaz = Lightning.

 

[BIGDADDYBOOTYBREAKER]

Lightning / Jaz passed away a while ago, as well did Biz Markie, as DLD mentioned in the first post.
A loss can take a big toll, time is needed for grieving.

Lightning worked a lot in the "background" as I've come to understand and took major lead in the technical side of things if I have understood the scenario correctly.
So it's a major loss for DLD and the Brotherhood.

Stay at those routines and keep enhancing yourselves Brothers!

arkailija over here holding down the fort!

 

[DLD]

Test

 

[huge-girth]

I am back with a temporary account until I can recover real account. let me know what is going on with my brother's. miss you guys big time. I will get on as often as I am able as I have limited access to the internet

Doublelongdaddy

Wow, is this really DLD? I'm so glad you are around now. I've sent you several emails and couldn't get a response. Normalcy has finally returned.

 

[huge-girth]

Test

Wow, is this really DLD? I'm so glad you are around now. I've sent you several emails and couldn't get a response. Normalcy has finally returned.

 

[DLD]

Wow, is this really DLD? I'm so glad you are around now. I've sent you several emails and couldn't get a response. Normalcy has finally returned.

Yes I am the real DLD and I am back and looking forward to hearing from everyone

 

[SoonBig]

We are all happy u back DLD.
myself have been gone true some really hard problems myself
have been away for many months.finally am slowly coming back step by step.
yes its good to pray for us all..

 

[DLD]

We are all happy u back DLD.
myself have been gone true some really hard problems myself
have been away for many months.finally am slowly coming back step by step.
yes its good to pray for us all..

So good to be So good to be back my brother and I look forward to helping you in any way I can. Thank you for your prayers and I pray for you too

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[Virilemos]

@DLD glad to hear you are doing well. I want to say though that it seems like the community has taken a hit since the event that took place on MOS. I've noticed images and some of the content was removed when bringing back the site. It may be time to have MOS rebuilt and recreated to future proof the forum.

Again, I'm glad you're doing well and I pray everything continues to work out for you.

 

[DLD]

@DLD glad to hear you are doing well. I want to say though that it seems like the community has taken a hit since the event that took place on MOS. I've noticed images and some of the content was removed when bringing back the site. It may be time to have MOS rebuilt and recreated to future proof the forum.

Again, I'm glad you're doing well and I pray everything continues to work out for you.

And after Jaz died I died and cum to the conclusion from inside and I just could not work and without the grief pressing down on my throat and me and Without me present things have fell into disarray and I see this as an opportunity to not only get back to where and we were but to get better And perhaps I’ve created a new work out that is extremely fast and I think will be a huge cock with maximum driving force bringing new brothers and old brothers alike together.
And Praying is the best thing we can do and ask Jesus to bring this community back to where it was and to get beyond that. And I appreciate everybody’s involvement and we do get more and more posts every day.

And I realize it’s of a year to get to this place and I also realize it’s going to take another year to get back and I’m here and I’m working,,,,,,
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