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[MikeyM]

Hey guys here I am for the last time. My pride and spirit has been broken once again along with all desire and confidence. These past 8 months I've been living on my own away from my wife and kids (she's been pregnant since we move apart) now here we are about to have the baby and not sure if he is mine. I lived outside in a non insulated shed during the Souths winter snow storm I've done everything I can to try to make this relationship work. I'm losing my mind guys. Working out and PE are the only things keeping me sane.


I'll post of measurements in a bit. And no I won't post pics nothing special to see here.

I have the LM and found the version 2 male hanger hidden in some clothes.

I'll be doing the newbie basic routine with the LM followed by a 30 minute hang. Then throw in some jelqs. Later in my day I'll do kegels.

 

[Jürgen88]

Hey guys here I am for the last time. My pride and spirit has been broken once again along with all desire and confidence. These past 8 months I've been living on my own away from my wife and kids (she's been pregnant since we move apart) now here we are about to have the baby and not sure if he is mine. I lived outside in a non insulated shed during the Souths winter snow storm I've done everything I can to try to make this relationship work. I'm losing my mind guys. Working out and PE are the only things keeping me sane.


I'll post of measurements in a bit. And no I won't post pics nothing special to see here.

I have the LM and found the version 2 hanger hidden in some clothes.

I'll be doing the newbie basic routine with the LM followed by a 30 minute hang. Then throw in some jelqs. Later in my day I'll do kegels.

Keep us updated! AND COME ON CHEER UP! It's not the end of the world. New chapter in your life. Just make sure you love that child.

Also remember this, you are going to stretch her out, once you reach your goal, you are gonna be the mystic creature of her dreams.

As long as you commit, and do not tell her you do PE. "Maybe a late growth spurt, maybe I am too horny today"

I repeat do not share with anyone that you started P.E again, you know what happened last time.

I'm not gonna shame anyone in public, neither should you share any more info.

Please do me a favor and do not commit the same error again.

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For jelqing I've researched a bit, and almond OIL or organic vitamin E oil are the best.

The rest cause shrinkage of the penile tissue due to androgen receptor downregulation. Especially coconut oil with lauric acid in it.

If @DLD was able to stretch his penis with manual exercises you can too.

If people can stretch their penises with hanging, you can too. As long as you don't hang 10 - 40kg...which is pointless, and yield no results. Rather hypertrophy = Tougher septum

We are here to help you!​

 

[MikeyM]

Yeah

 

[MikeyM]

Yesterday I did the following:

Full newbie routine in LM followed by
30 minutes hanging with 6lbs
100 jelqs

Later in the day:
30 minutes hanging
Full newbie routine with hands

 

[WishfulGainer]

Hey guys here I am for the last time. My pride and spirit has been broken once again along with all desire and confidence. These past 8 months I've been living on my own away from my wife and kids (she's been pregnant since we move apart) now here we are about to have the baby and not sure if he is mine. I lived outside in a non insulated shed during the Souths winter snow storm I've done everything I can to try to make this relationship work. I'm losing my mind guys. Working out and PE are the only things keeping me sane.


I'll post of measurements in a bit. And no I won't post pics nothing special to see here.

I have the LM and found the version 2 hanger hidden in some clothes.

I'll be doing the newbie basic routine with the LM followed by a 30 minute hang. Then throw in some jelqs. Later in my day I'll do kegels.

get a paternity test and find out if it is yours, do what you will with the outcome, if it ends up being yours you can keep growing for a bigger/better schlong. If it’s not yours you will have to make a decision with the information.

 

[svn2ate]

I wish you the best family. I Can't imagine going through what you're going through and how it could effect your confidence. We are all here to become better men in some type of way. I think a lot of us look to our DICKS for confidence instead of looking at our life and measuring it by the people we are and the actions we take.

No matter what happens keep going. Look forward to seeing where you take this. Bless up.

 

[DLD]

Hey guys here I am for the last time. My pride and spirit has been broken once again along with all desire and confidence. These past 8 months I've been living on my own away from my wife and kids (she's been pregnant since we move apart) now here we are about to have the baby and not sure if he is mine. I lived outside in a non insulated shed during the Souths winter snow storm I've done everything I can to try to make this relationship work. I'm losing my mind guys. Working out and PE are the only things keeping me sane.


I'll post of measurements in a bit. And no I won't post pics nothing special to see here.

I have the LM and found the version 2 hanger hidden in some clothes.

I'll be doing the newbie basic routine with the LM followed by a 30 minute hang. Then throw in some jelqs. Later in my day I'll do kegels.

I’m praying for you my brother and I hope the rest of the brotherhood joins me. You will get through this and will be here to help you. Remember we are your family.

 

[MikeyM]

Thanks guys


These past few days have been rough mentally. Also not being able to find work is messing with me.

I received my girth product from @VeniVidiVici thanks brother!!


I love the feeling of girth work the expansion.

Guess I fell off a little. The past 2 days all I've done is pump work.

This morning I got in a round of the newbie routine in the LM.

I found parts of the JES extender I had. I need the noose piece or a way to attach something to the end. Any ideas DLD?

 

[Jürgen88]

These past few days have been rough mentally. Also not being able to find work is messing with me.

Why don't you try:

• UBER driver:

https://www.uber.com/de/en/drive/

• UBER delivering food:

https://www.uber.com/us/en/deliver/

• LYFT:

https://www.lyft.com/

At least you will earn something.​

 

[MikeyM]

I need a car for that..

 

[MikeyM]

So today I was able to get the following done:

Basic newbie routine with LM in the morning

Mid day
Basic newbie routine with hands into
Hanging 6lbs for 25 minutes

I can feel some soreness for sure in the ligs and base to about halfway up the shaft. Going to get in some jelqs right now.

I need to figure out how to make a comfort piece for my extender so I can put that to use.

 

[MikeyM]

Had a really rough nigjt last night..

Hey @Jürgen88 you remind me of some of my bros from some lifting sites. I like the supplements you listed on another post. Going to get a cortisol blocker I believe that and maybe my e2 is high causing anxiety and waking in a panic. I'm trt from my doctor until my wife called and said I was selling my test to people. Like common you think I would sell 1ml at a time or any at all.. no I'm greedy on my gains.

Anyways just hanging out lol. Sorry I'm lame.

Tried a rice sock warm up today for the first time not to shabby.

Hanging:
6lbs for 20 minutes for 3 sets
Restoring blood in between sets with jelqs and helicopters

 

[DLD]

Thanks guys


These past few days have been rough mentally. Also not being able to find work is messing with me.

I received my girth product from @VeniVidiVici thanks brother!!


I love the feeling of girth work the expansion.

Guess I fell off a little. The past 2 days all I've done is pump work.

This morning I got in a round of the newbie routine in the LM.

I found parts of the JES extender I had. I need the noose piece or a way to attach something to the end. Any ideas DLD?

do I have any ideas? Probably some ideas that are way out there lol if you need help writing a routine I can do this for you my brother simply send me an email to guru.dld@gmail.com and I will get back to you with some questions and we can get started. I have no fear I do not charge anything for coaching you.

 

[MikeyM]

do I have any ideas? Probably some ideas that are way out there LOL if you need help writing a routine I can do this for you my brother simply send me an email to guru.dld@gmail.com and I will get back to you with some questions and we can get started. I have no fear I do not charge anything for coaching you.

Already have bubba a few months ago. Much appreciated.

 

[MikeyM]

The past couple of days have been a twist in my schedule I had to watch the kids which is a no go in this apartment. It was super stressful and they broke the tv of the guy I'm staying with so now I have to figure out how to get that back to him before he gets back next week and possibly kicks me out. Ugh man the stress is killer well I wish I would kill me.

The only work I was able to get in was some girth work when they went down to sleep yesterday. Just did the 5×5×3 then c-ring for the next hour.

Hoping one of these warehouses call me back this week I'm ready to start working again.

When I'm able to I will be getting a sleeve I think it would aid in my length work for sure.

 

[Jürgen88]

Had a really rough nigjt last night..

Hey @Jürgen88 you remind me of some of my bros from some lifting sites. I like the supplements you listed on another post. Going to get a cortisol blocker I believe that and maybe my e2 is high causing anxiety and waking in a panic. I'm trt from my doctor until my wife called and said I was selling my test to people. Like common you think I would sell 1ml at a time or any at all.. no I'm greedy on my gains.

Anyways just hanging out LOL. Sorry I'm lame.

Tried a rice sock warm up today for the first time not to shabby.

Hanging:
6lbs for 20 minutes for 3 sets
Restoring blood in between sets with jelqs and helicopters

If you want I can explain you a bit how to reduce cortisol, also natural supplements to sleep for 8 hours straight.

Also cortisol, always rises while REM sleeping, cortisol reducer supplements cannot be used ED, it has to be used EoD, because cortisol secretion will upregulate itself.
(Back then I used to use parabolan(trenbolone) when dieting/cutting down, and slept like a baby(cwl)(cwl)(cwl) with some natural supplements)
E2:
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Not insulting, just asking, Are you overweight? That can induce higher levels of estradiol. (Talking by experienceLMAO)

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I'm trt from my doctor until my wife called and said I was selling my test to people.

Greedy ignorant bitch...Like bro, how were you gonna sell a 100mg/ml vial for? 20$ at most? Fuck dude...that made me angry.

Just out of curiosity how many mg per week were you on?

Hey if you need to talk, we're here​

 

[MikeyM]

You tell me.

I know I'm e2 sensitive not super bad but have prior gyno from puberty but kept it at bay while on trt or cycle

 

[Jürgen88]

You tell me.

I know I'm e2 sensitive not super bad but have prior gyno from puberty but kept it at bay while on trt or cycle

You look better than 99% of the people, and your wife treats you like that?

15-17%Bf, VISIBLE abs, good muscle belly, bicep vein, boulder shoulder...99% teenagers that hop on PED's would die for that.

I can only see a very mild gyno on the left nipple, but again, it we are trying to be finicky about it...

I am getting angry at your wife for treating you like that...

Listen, I really hope you can back on track and recover from this situation, I wish you all the best​

 

[MikeyM]

You look better than 99% of the people, and your wife treats you like that? Fuck...

15-17%Bf, VISIBLE abs, good muscle belly, bicep vein...

I can only see a very mild gyno on the left nipple, but again, it we are trying to be picky about it...

I am getting angry at your wife for treating you like that...​

Bro I have videos of her saying she is going to kill me. And screaming I have a little dick. All of this in front of my kids. Really discouraged..

Thanks bro I took up lifting while in prison it's all I had to do. Now it's all I have to do to not kill myself. Now about to run out of test from my doctor and just really depressed.

Thanks big bro

 

[Jürgen88]

Bro I have videos of her saying she is going to kill me. And screaming I have a little dick. All of this in front of my kids. Really discouraged..

Thanks bro I took up lifting while in prison it's all I had to do. Now it's all I have to do to not kill myself. Now about to run out of test from my doctor and just really depressed.

Thanks big bro

Hey I have some sources of raws, so you can homebrew it yourself. And save $$$

Also some I have some "recipes" that are:

Do you want me to PM you? I can also link you the equipment I use for HRT, if you need it.

Bro I have videos of her saying she is going to kill me. And screaming I have a little dick. All of this in front of my kids. Really discouraged..

That's fucked up...

 

[MikeyM]

Hey I have some sources of raws, so you can homebrew it yourself. And save $$$

Also some I have some "recipes" that are:

Do you want me to PM you? I can also link you the equipment I use for HRT, if you need it.



That's fucked up...

Yes sir email me: [Personal/private Info]

I've had my PM's revoked so I dont want to piss them off anymore

 

[Jürgen88]

Yes sir email me: [Personal/private Info]

I've had my PM's revoked so I dont want to piss them off anymore

Alright, once I get home, I will send you a PM with all the juicy info + recipes ^^

Feeling like a chef(cwl) (cwl) (cwl) (cwl)​

 

[MikeyM]

Alright, once I get home, I will send you a PM with all the juicy info + recipes ^^

Feeling like a chef(cwl) (cwl) (cwl) (cwl)​

Annoyed with everything man. I made a fake email for this site to hand out to people. Oh well I'll just posting pics with my face I ain't got shit to hide everyone in this area that knows me knows I have a little dick.

I have a few sites I've used over the years just weary nowadays

 

[Jürgen88]

Oh well I'll just posting pics with my face I ain't got shit to hide everyone in this area that knows me knows I have a little dick.

That's the attitude. Who cares what people think, want some ego boost? Look at yourself in the mirror, flex your abs, and do a side pec pose.

After that do most muscular pose. Now laugh at the face of anyone that talks about "little dick".

Also, you have kids, be proud. If they love you, that's the best feeling in the world. Even though sometimes, they drive you fucking crazy.

At the end of the day, the love of your child will bring you joy and gratification.

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Look at this proud motherfucker, 2 inch erect penis, and still fucking & showing off like there is no tomorrow.

Besides you are trying to improve, so that's what matters.​

 

[MikeyM]

That's the attitude. Who cares what people think, want some ego boost? Look at yourself in the mirror, flex your abs, and do a side pec pose.

Also, you have kids, be proud. If they love you, that's the best feeling in the world. Even though sometimes, they drive you fucking crazy.

At the end of the day, the love of your child brings joy and gratification.

After that do most muscular pose. Now laugh at the face of anyone that talks about "little dick".

View attachment 1829611
Look at this proud motherfucker, 2 inch erect penis, and still fucking & showing off like there is no tomorrow.​

Yeah wish I was an animal and dick size didn't matter. But in this world it does. Oh well time to pin some aminos and hit some chest

 

[MikeyM]

@DLD Since I'm special and cant send PM. Can you change my name so my wife who knows about the site and my name doesnt find me again. Please

 

[MikeyM]

Hey guys did some hanging today.


My depression is at its peak right now. If I ghost I know I wasn't a key player in this realm just know I'll soon be gone from all this pain.

 

[DLD]

Hey guys did some hanging today.


My depression is at its peak right now. If I ghost I know I wasn't a key player in this realm just know I'll soon be gone from all this pain.

What do you mean you will not be a player in this realm? Are you saying that you’re thinking about hurting yourself? Please explain what you’re saying here because you have me very worried

 

[MikeyM]

Been out in a homeless shelter the past few days haven't been able to do any PE work except girth when I goto the gym shower (this is like a sanctuary to me) being able to shower and lift is a blessing.

Headed back to the state I just came from to go have the next baby. I'll be there 4 days which will suck for my hanging routine dont think thr doctors or nurses would like it plus being in the only restroom for the room for an hour isnt ideal. So I brought the LM and will use that when I'm able to.

 

[DLD]

Been out in a homeless shelter the past few days haven't been able to do any PE work except girth when I goto the gym shower (this is like a sanctuary to me) being able to shower and lift is a blessing.

Headed back to the state I just came from to go have the next baby. I'll be there 4 days which will suck for my hanging routine dont think thr doctors or nurses would like it plus being in the only restroom for the room for an hour isnt ideal. So I brought the LM and will use that when I'm able to.

hard time is my brother I pray that things get better for you. I can relate to not having a home and having such appreciation for simple things like showering. Believe it or not this builds character and true humility. So many people try to avoid suffering when they should truly embrace it knowing that eventually it will pass and in embracing it you’re giving it value And you will be able to use it to help other people in the future. We are always so tempted to run to some sinful thing when we are suffering, this never works.

i’ve been rich and I’ve been poor but through every bit of it I am always spiritually wealthy. I pray you’re able to get back on your feet, find a great home and bring some peace into your life.

Get in what you can get in when you can get it in but so soon my brother you will have a home and you’ll be able to get in a very good work out every day. You will have a place to live as that is my prayer to God for you.

 

[MikeyM]

hard time is my brother I pray that things get better for you. I can relate to not having a home and having such appreciation for simple things like showering. Believe it or not this builds character and true humility. So many people try to avoid suffering when they should truly embrace it knowing that eventually it will pass and in embracing it you’re giving it value And you will be able to use it to help other people in the future. We are always so tempted to run to some sinful thing when we are suffering, this never works.

i’ve been rich and I’ve been poor but through every bit of it I am always spiritually wealthy. I pray you’re able to get back on your feet, find a great home and bring some peace into your life.

Get in what you can get in when you can get it in but so soon my brother you will have a home and you’ll be able to get in a very good work out every day. You will have a place to live as that is my prayer to God for you.

Thanks brother just seeing this things of course have been wild at the hospital. She is already crazy but add pain meds and the crap that happened with baby it's not fun.

Thanks for the name change as well. Many thanks

 

[DLD]

Thanks brother just seeing this things of course have been wild at the hospital. She is already crazy but add pain meds and the crap that happened with baby it's not fun.

Thanks for the name change as well. Many thanks

I am still praying for you my brother and I will continue until everything is resolved. Prayer is very powerful and I invite all of my brothers to pray for you. The only thing I ask in return is to pray for me.

 

[MikeyM]

Things have been odd going back to living with my wife and kids after not for 8 months.. and at an older family members out to top it.

Trying to learn their sleeping schedules and jump back into things is tough.

I've been able to do 2 separate sessions of pumping and ssj work but nothing on length. Maybe some basic stretching in the shower for a little. I will figure out time for length worth soon.

 

[DLD]

Things have been odd going back to living with my wife and kids after not for 8 months.. and at an older family members out to top it.

Trying to learn their sleeping schedules and jump back into things is tough.

I've been able to do 2 separate sessions of pumping and ssj work but nothing on length. Maybe some basic stretching in the shower for a little. I will figure out time for length worth soon.

Are used to get lots of my manual length work done while I was in bed under the covers. At the time my girlfriend never knew that’s what I was doing and I think I made very good growth doing this. Where there’s a will there’s a way

 

[MikeyM]

Are used to get lots of my manual length work done while I was in bed under the covers. At the time my girlfriend never knew that’s what I was doing and I think I made very good growth doing this. Where there’s a will there’s a way

That wont work we have the 3 year old in our bed so that's a no good.

I have been able to get some jelqs each day around 200 throughout the day along with kegels. I've done some girth work as well

 

[MikeyM]

Wish this damn eye twitching stress shit would stop. Feels like back pumps in my eye.

 

[DLD]

You just need to find more time to dedicate to a routine every day. If you train every day with consistency you’re going to grow consistently. But when we put in half stepping measures we end up with slow or no growth. So having an organized and progressively intense workout is vital

 

[MikeyM]

Been trying to carve out my time for length work. The past 2 days I was able to compete

Newbie routine
Bundled each way 1 minute
Straight out , left and right 30 second each
Downward left and right 30 seconds each
BTC left right and center 30 seconds each
Rotary cranks in between each
100 Wet jelqs
Testcile massage and sack stretch

Last night I did a little erect stretching while i was jacking off..

Also during the erect stretches I had a pop. Was this a lig pop?

 

[DLD]

Been trying to carve out my time for length work. The past 2 days I was able to compete

Newbie routine
Bundled each way 1 minute
Straight out , left and right 30 second each
Downward left and right 30 seconds each
BTC left right and center 30 seconds each
Rotary cranks in between each
100 Wet jelqs
Testcile massage and sack stretch

Last night I did a little erect stretching while i was jacking off..

Also during the erect stretches I had a pop. Was this a lig pop?

That’s called a lig Pop and it happens when you pull your penis away from your pubic bone. Just like air gets trapped in your hands and you crack your knuckles the same things happening when you pull your penis away from the pubic bone hair that’s trapped there releases and makes an auditory pop

 

[MikeyM]

Been trying to keep my head above water. Had some more issues with the wife...

Been able to get in some newbie routine with my hands the past couple of days along with some A stretchs. Did some girth work as well since it makes me feel better. Also been doing a bunch of ereft stretching and working on kegels. Pretty sure I've made some gains over the years doing PE. I'll have to wait one more day for the girth expansion to go away to get measurements.

 

[DLD]

Been trying to keep my head above water. Had some more issues with the wife...

Been able to get in some newbie routine with my hands the past couple of days along with some A stretchs. Did some girth work as well since it makes me feel better. Also been doing a bunch of ereft stretching and working on kegels. Pretty sure I've made some gains over the years doing PE. I'll have to wait one more day for the girth expansion to go away to get measurements.

I am really looking forward to your measurements and after you have taken your measurements I would like to take you under my wing and work with you and coach you with a routine that’s gonna bring you where you want to go. I will coach you and write routines for absolutely free, I only want to help you. So if you want this help simply send me an email and I will be there for you

 

[MikeyM]

I am really looking forward to your measurements and after you have taken your measurements I would like to take you under my wing and work with you and coach you with a routine that’s gonna bring you where you want to go. I will coach you and write routines for absolutely free, I only want to help you. So if you want this help simply send me an email and I will be there for you

Sent you an email.

I havent done much PE work the past few days. Have a few cuts on my shaft from some pocket pinball. Been working on jelqing though. Here's some goodies my buddy brought to me because he knows I'm a wreck and having crazy thoughts.

 

[DLD]

God bless you my brother God has you all hooked up for tonight! Relax, enjoy and rest in the peace of Jesus Christ.

 

[MikeyM]

Been doing the newbie routine when I can some days 2 times in a day. Today for my wrap I tried bundling while wrapped not sure what this will do we'll see

 

[DLD]

Been doing the newbie routine when I can some days 2 times in a day. Today for my wrap I tried bundling while wrapped not sure what this will do we'll see

if you want to work on a creative routine that is kind of stealth and lets you get in work at various times throughout the day where you do have pockets of time. We can work on something that would fit right in there. You may not have hours to train but we can train creatively and you could still grow using these techniques.