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hey every one this is brittney_sue on bdj's s/n. im writing to inform you that bdj passed last tuesday the 20th. i cam home from my moms place and our bedroom door was locked. i got my id card and i wedged it into the door and there was my angel, laying there on the bed so still and pale.
obviously the pain was just to much for my baby, bdj had gone to wal-mart.. bought a shot gun..and shot himself in the head not but 1 hour before i arrived back home. the past few days have been the hardest days of my life. without him nothing seems as beautifull. <:(

thnk u
RIP my baby
 
The loss of a [words=http://www.mattersofsize.com/join-now.html]Mos[/words] member is the loss of a friend. Though we are anonomys internet identities to each other, we become close friends by sharing and laughing and sometime disagreeing on these forums.

I have had too many friends take their lives, last one was eight months ago and I dream of him almost every night. It is too late to give him a hug, as it is too late for bdj777. We all have our cross to bare in life but we don't have to carry it alone. We are here for each other, when a friend is feeling down and depressed, be there for them, it can make all the difference in the world.
 
Brittney Sue, I am terribly sorry for your loss. I've also lost some dear friends and family members over the past decade, so I know how difficult this must be for you right now. Be sure to stay constantly with your loved ones. Don't let them leave your side. You need all the love and support they can muster right now.

Be strong! The body is just a vessel for the soul. Nothing can destroy that now. Your boyfriend has gone to a better place. He chose his fate for a reason. Death is never an accident, especially an actual suicide. There's nothing that you or anyone else can do to change that, or could have done to save him. Most important of all is that you don't blame yourself for what has happened. The only thing you can do is accept it, bless him and move on.
 
I'm very very sorry for your loss. There is nothing harder than someone you love and all we can do is sympathize. I wish you all the best and just remember that he's now looking down on you.
 
Brittney, there´s nothing I can do to make you feel better, but it´s you who eventually will see that life does go on and you have the opportunity to give yourself the chance to be happy again. You cannot change the past but believe me you can choose to leave the past behind, remember the good times and choose a future.

If you believe, bdj will be your angel, I´m sure he wants you to move on, and fight to achieve happiness again. I know this sounds impossible right now, but trust me it´s not. I wish you all the strenght through this hard times.
 
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