Got it. Let's break things down further with the added info.
Thank you for detailed response I will answer as I can remember
I bought original Bathmate x30 at 2015, started using it and slowly build up, to max pressure i could pump with my hands while fully erect, 2016 i was abroad and didnt do any PE, 2017 I started again and get to max pressure again, I also always use the band from condoms to trap glans for extra pressure while in bathmate, normally I would start with little bit stretching(I was never big on stretching as I was after girth and also I would get hard quick so for full stretch session I would had to be fatigued) than put in Bathmate for about 8-12m(most of time watching pr or stimulating myself for max erection) than jelq little bit, massage, clamp with hand etc 2020 I bought Bathmate x40 extreme as I outgrown x30 and could use more pressure, with it over time I went pretty aggro as well to almost max pressure. I must had to do hunderds of sessions like 300-500.
These are typical light sesssions. X30 and X40 max negative pressure is around 6inHg. Highest is 7inHg. With that many session, it's still within reason of safety.
I used the top of condoms for everything, usually i used it for few minutes while edging, but I even did few sessions when I put it on and went outside for few hours.
This is one of the culprits. If you're talking about the top of the condom, such as the elastic band to hold onto the base of the penis, this could cause more harm than any cock ring. I'll explain why. A cock ring, well, most cock ring designed with safety in mind, have wide width to cushion and spread the pressure across a larger area. It has good elasticity to expand as needed to allow blood to flow in, and at the same time, blood to flow out over a certain pressurized condition. The thickness to hold the blood in place to ensure good solid erection to help with the venous constriction, the natural blood trapping in your penis. However, the condom is thin, it digs into skin, cutting off the nerve branches and blood vessels, and worst off, if you double up the wrap, it cuts into your skin further like a blunt razor blade under expansion internal pressure. This is how people loses their fingers when wearing jeweleries as their digits swell up. Fortunately for you, you didn't lose your penis. Unfortunately for you, it's a silent slow destoyer.
Yeah, as I said few times I went very aggro a lot of times, because of how strong errection and the mind penis connection was. I was even lifting the weights with kegels and never thought something could go south without me recognizing(stupid
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Yep. This is a great way to kill your penis due to extreme aggro sessions. I'm a bastard of a sounding board, but I act as a safety switch for the brotherhood. DLD came up with the 0.5lb of weight incremental load per every 2 weeks, or even 3 and 4 weeks out, and he's very right on the money.What you did was pushing 10lbs to 20lbs of pure traction force instantly and for who knows how long. That's a recipe for instant penile destruction. A few times, the penile tissues, nerves, and blood vessels recover. Over and over and over again, there's a limit on how much the tissues can handle. Nerve can be shredded without us knowing. Blood vessels are awesome in adaptation, but they also have a limitation too.
I did get few scratches, sometimes little pink spots and some discoloration, I took breaks when this happend and used hydrocortison and apple vinegar to help it. I also did get discoloration in glans which I found strange, it would get little bit whiter from downside. But after years of abuse I didnt notice any problems till the phallosan.
Scratches on the shaft is common. Rubbing on the skin too harshly and you'll get it. When you have extreme weight being pressured against the terminal point (your glans) for too long, your glans becomes discolored. It's an indicator that the oxygen got spent, and you had the blood pooling in the penis way too long. If the discoloration doesn't go away in a few hours, or even within the hour, the blood actually escaped the cavernosa and made its way into the upper skin layer (fascias).
Yes, it caught up to me
I think I was too arogant and went to phallo without proper humility. Maybe the overnight session could do some damage as I slept a lot, close to 10 hours and I get hard in night often. Normal session I would hang and pull for around 30m and than leave it on for hour in cruise mode.
Yep. This is another penis killer. We need to let our penis rest, and we have to monitor the penile conditions while working out. We don't strap plates of heavy weights onto our arms and legs while sleeping or on cruise control. This is pure recipe for disaster. This is the prolong acute major traumas. Arrgg..
As I said I took break from everything except kegels reverse kegels, If am not mistaken if i push blood into penis(I used to be able to sqeuzee so much that glans would go bigger) that its kegel?
Say away from kegel for now. Reverse kegel is what you should aim for. Bearing down on the pelvic floor to get the blood pooling for optimal delivery when your body does indeed perform the kegels on its own. Allow your body to rest from kegeling. Your body does that naturally.
I took break for over year but it didnt improve, I just think bit of the gains went away.
Yep. It sounds like you didn't get the chance to cement the gains. Your body actually fought back through the tug back effects to preserve itself.
I use red light most of the mornings to face to wakeup better and than put it on penis for a minute.
Depening on what unit you have. Most of the time, we want 25 J/cm^2 of energy to be distributed from the tip to the base of the penis. If you can provide the red light unit, I can get some more info on it and provide you additional needs on how to use it effectively. However with the intense injury, even though you can still get it up, venous leak is occuring. You might want to bump the exposure to 30 J/cm^2 per day, 3 days on, 1 day off.
Please help, what should I do and how I perform the massage correctly?
As I point out earlier, look up for deep tissue shiatsu massage videos. They are everywhere. You will mainly use your four fingers on both hands, and not your thumbs. Why not? We want to massage with equal pressures across all the blood vessels and not your thumbs that can induce too high of a stress.
Warm up a towel, a rice sock, or even a warm water bottle used as warm compress. Keep it on your groin to warm up your tissues.
While your tissues are being warmed up, place a metal bow or something conduct heat. Use either hot water or something to conduct just enough heat to pass to the oil. Add a few drops of oil for now. Castor oil is great for it. Going one extra step, research on DMSO and combo with specific healing ingredients. Now, I have to involve brother
@Haursen on this as he uses it more than I do. I can back him up on the usage. However, to massage, spread the warm oil over the entire length of your penis. Use the entire length of the fingers to cover both the uppper and lower portions of the penis as you stroke it downwards to restore the arteries. Holding below the glans and use all your fingers, without the thumbs, to glide downwards nice and tightly to the base of the penis to help the veins and the drainage system. If the fingers are too rough, you can use the palms of the hands to do it. It's a large surface deep tissue massage method and not focused pressure point deep tissue massage.
Total time is around 15 minutes.
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