What PE revealed to me

Originally posted by Omul_Paianjen
You know, oopapercutoo, at first I thought that I really said that and that I didn`t make sense and replied to you in this thread thinking that, but I didn`t say that and maybe nextime you should read the whole paragraph and don`t judge me over over sentence which means something separately, because I can only write in a whole.


My point was that by Penis Enlargementing I would become a more superficial person, like the ones that used to diss me because I cannot see the sunshine cuz of the dark clouds in my mind.
No need for you to pitty me though. I can do without it. heh

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I"ve read over your post several times, and I'm still interpretting it in the same way as I origninally did. If you meant something different, then I apologize... Some food for thought, however: maybe next time you should choose your words more carefully.

I realize you don't need me to pity you. You're more then capable of reaching the goals that you've set for yourself, and I wish you all of the best of luck in doing so. But don't let your new size turn you into a superficial asshole the likes of which you've hated your entire life. If that's what you become through your Penis Enlargement'ing efforts, then is it really even worth it to attain a bigger dick if you're going to become a smaller person?

dont be ignorant and cut him some slack as hes trying.

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I can't help but think that was directed at me, Red. I wasn't trying to burst his bubble with my comments, only trying to stress that he shouldn't be doing Penis Enlargement just to hang out with the people who used to make fun of him. Now I realize that's not what he was intending to say with his post, so I apologize for misinterpretting. I will say this however, I don't appreciate you calling me ignorant. I didn't realize that Omul's first language was something other then English. If that's the case, then I have a ton of respect for him being able to speak English as well as he can. Hell, he speaks better English then a vast majority of the people that I know who were born and raised in America.

dont be ignorant and cut him some slack as hes trying

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Yes that was aimed at a group and you were amongst it.
The guy has posted many times that he is from Romania and that he isnt full up on English.
Thats why I said that, I feel some of you were being too hard on him....if hes mentally fragile than you should tone it down...thats all.

I appreciate that you have understood...and sorry if my words were took the wrong way.

I just want all nationalitys here tobe treated well...ya know.
He speaks better English than me...I was born in England.

OK... I guess you really cannot understand me oopapercutoo , cuz I explained and...
I don`t know... Guess we`re not all alike.
I was in a different mood when I started the thread, now I`m actually happy for no reason, I just got rid of the bad thoughts.
Hope we can just get along in the future because there`s no point on arguing over stuff like that.

if hes mentally fragile than you should tone it down...

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You know, you shouldn`t treat me like a psycho now

Yes lets forget about this and move on guys.

I went through the same shit bro.

People couldn't fucking respect me the way I wanted to once I became a fucking man.

I really feel you on this and AMEN to you. I hope those fuckers will never find out about Penis Enlargement and have karma waiting on their fucking ass.

*high fives*

went through the same shit bro. People couldn't fucking respect me the way I wanted to once I became a fucking man. I really feel you on this and AMEN to you. I hope those fuckers will never find out about Penis Enlargement and have karma waiting on their fucking ass. *high fives*

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Yeah. me too
thanks dude

Just to clear it up, I wasn't trying to argue with you. I was just pointing out that I didn't understand the message that you were trying to get acrossed. Somewhere along the way we got our wires crossed, that's all. I have absolutely no problem with you, as you're one of the more productive members of the board and I'm glad that you found this place and are taking a legitimate interest in enhancing yourself. Best of luck to you, amigo. And like I said in my post above this one, I have a ton of respect for you being able to speak English as well as you can. I can't speak any other languages aside from English (my native tongue), although I do have a working knowledge of the Spanish language. Hope we're got everything straightened out now.

Cool.
I keep saying that I want to learn Russian.
However I am going to learn more of the native Ole English language....ya know the Celtic.
You seen Lord of the rings?? the language the elves speak aint made up, its the very ancient English...infact its still spoken in some village areas around the South west, i.e. the Devon and Cornwall area also the North West county of Cumbria.

It has its roots buried in Scandanavia...when the Vikins invaded Britain 1000's of years ago.
I wonna learn it.
I said Celtic but it isnt celtic, this language is very ancient English.

cya

You seen Lord of the rings?? the language the elves speak aint made up...

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Yep, this is true. Tolkien actually created many versions of the elvish language... some of them based on ye olde English like REDZULU said, and at least one which was mostly based on ancient Finnish... I could probably learn to speak it pretty easily, since Finnish is my native tongue... :bottumsup

I feel shitty again... Man, I`m so insecure about my appearance..... I`m scared right now.... Man..... I wish this Penis Enlargement would be over and the rest of my problems that affect my looks......
Gotta keep Penis Enlargementing

Omul, if you wouldn't mind, make a list here about all of the things you don't like about yourself and I'm sure that myself as well as many others will try to help you out in whatever way we can with learning to accept yourself. Maybe if you confront the things that you don't particularrly like you'll be able to grow to accept them as being a part of you.

moving this to the mental pe section and STICKING it.

oopapercutoo, I really appreciate your gesture, but I don`t think there`s something anyone else can do for me except myself.
I don`t have problems that need advices from other people, I have problems that require my dedication to overcome them.
That is my problem..... Dedication, I think
I have to help myself....
You know, most of the times I`m stable mentally, until something disturbs my balance.....
This time was a girl... I was fucking sure it was me she liked and today I found out it was a friend of mine, not me.
I don`t give a shit about her or about the fact that my friend could be with her and I couldn`t.. I`m way past the time when I loved a girl and stuff like that.... It`s all physicall...
But it totally torn appart my self image.......
I was so secure about myself and now I`m quite disappointed...
As I said at the beggining of this thread, I used to be so skinny and have a tiny dick.... Now I guess I`ve climbed up to average on both bodyweight and penile size.....
But my self image is so unstable.... Sometimes I`m so satisfied of it and sometimes I think all my struggles are pointless... I mean I never deny my progress, but I think that no matter how far I will advance I will never defeat my insecurities.....
Then I think about what a mockery was my childhood... And how other kids just got along fine being well-developed and without all my problems...
It`s just not fair....
And then in the past I saw girls checking me out without noticing anything they would like about me.....
All these stupid bitches think is how long your dick is..... I hate them.... What about ME? What about my soul? Isn`t that good enough for you? I always believed I was intelligent and had a sense of humor.... I think I was beautiful on the inside... Like anyone gives a shit...
I see that I contradict myself right now..... At first I said that it was all physical and now I say it should be spiritual....
That`s another problem that I have...... I`ve lost myself... I don`t know who I am anymore....
That is why I have my insecurity about my appearance...
Now I realize this is just an intermmediate phase for me... I`m between levels.... I`m walking through the dark tunnel and I see the light at the end..... It`s only a matter of time until I reach my destination...
I will..... But I`ll still be sour because of all the shit that I went through all this time.....

I thank you oopapercutoo for challenging me to see my problems better and seeing myself.... I`m not yet I`m between the old and the new..... This is why I can`t make up my mind wether it does have a sense to continue to improve myself or I will never be as good to compete with others....
I feel much better now..
I sincerely wish you good luck in your gains and in everything else that you follow to accomplish....
Thank you again
Omul_Paianjen a.k.a.Spidy

Omul, I personally haven't experience what you're going through to the extent that you're experiencing it, but I can't imagine how tough it must be for you. Your sense of dedication that you're putting towards your Penis Enlargement is a definate inspiration to all of us. Whatever you do, don't give up on yourself...if you do you'll always wonder "what if."

If you need any help at all from me, I'll be glad to assist in anyway possible. I wish you the best of luck, my friend, and remember that we're all routine for you.

Omul, I personally haven't experience what you're going through to the extent that you're experiencing it, but I can't imagine how tough it must be for you

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I can imagine having more problems and I try to be thankful the existance of sollutions formy problems, only sometimes they seem to break my motivation and dedication and myself. I will pass those moments in the future as I did before.

Your sense of dedication that you're putting towards your Penis Enlargement is a definate inspiration to all of us.

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I don`t feel as dedicated to Penis Enlargement as other guys here, because I gain pretty easily. Lately I`ve stopped gaining as much and I got depressed. I`m flattered if you think I`m an inspiration to you, but I think I`m not and won`t be until I reach my goal.
I hope that it will be soon.

Whatever you do, don't give up on yourself...if you do you'll always wonder "what if."

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I won`t... trust me

If you need any help at all from me, I'll be glad to assist in anyway possible. I wish you the best of luck, my friend, and remember that we're all routine for you.

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Wow... thanks man, that was a really nice thing to say... I really appreciate it
good luck in what you pursue to achieve in this life and if you need my help, I`ll be there for you too.
thanks