weird situation that has happpned to me in the past 3 days

ok i recently started up streching again progresively but have been doing slammers everyday for a month . now 5 days in for the past 3 days i havent been able to do my slammers getting 100% erect though im able to do the warmup jelq at 80% but once i start mastebating i lose % in erection size not gain i may get 3-5 random bonners edge in 60 minutes but its almost like i cant get sexually aroused to even get in to it even if i want to its sad is it that im not into ���� whatsoever anymore and need to just stick to my imagination? cuz heres the weird part i can get an erections and masterbate as long as i want prior to doing the jelqs and after doing streching or anytimeduring the day is this physcholigcal because ���� lost my interest it so boring and doesnt turn me on or that i wqasnt kegaling like i use to when i streched and did girth work . eathier way taking a 2 day break and jus gonna kegal then mbate to my imagination hopefully this solves the problem its just weird as fuck like once i start the ���� i cant get more erection level then jelqing like instant super turn off from watching ���� lol but 2 -3 days piror i could do a whole slammer session it all happen when i addded strechign again but the mental sexual arouasl aspect wasnt like this i was able to get horny edges off now nada also i have the amazing morning wood and stuff so its not like im inpotent

or maybe i should just strech and jelq and work my way up to slammers again mixed to streching?

I find it impossible to do girth work without visual stimulation but I can respect your attempts. Maybe it will just take more time before you can completely accomplish this. Do you have a girlfriend or are you solo now?