The Red Dragon - My Change

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here's my story (most of this is breif, sorry)...

The Penis Enlargement:

I started pe back in april when i found pridepenis and done if for two months in which i gained half an inch in length over the two month period. No girth tho :( but i was lazy. I became a mod because i knew my pe but was lazy so didnt gain much. After may i got really lazy and pe'd about once per week until i just stopped. I'm taking it back up again and hoping to gain rapidly, but i know it can take time.

The girl And the RED DRAGON:

Last january i met a girl i really liked. turns out she liked me and we started having casual sex. that went on until about august when we started going out with each other. I was so into her, really liked her. I thought i knew her and i thought she liked me. She cheated on me once and rang me up afterwards crying her eyes out. she said she was so sorry and that she hated it and loved me etc. I forgave her, afterall it was only one kiss. In late october we broke up for a week because she said we'd been fighting loads which we hadn't really but got back together. Then in novemeber it was her birthday. I took her away to a hotel, spent loads of pressies, put loads of time and effort into making all kinds of nice surprises for her and she loved it.

About a week or 2 after her birthday she broke up with me. said didnt feel the same for me and it wasn't working out. On the night that she broke up with me, she rang me up and was just a total bitch to me. calling me all sorts, saying how she had scored with loads of lads when i had trusted her...

I hated her, but still really liked her. i had it bad. I was just totally depressed for months and only recently sorted myself out. we were good mates so i have tried my hardest to keep the friendship. But i hate her sometimes. she treats me like shit most of the time. but i still liked her and kept tring and trying to get back with her. Every time we were alonei'd be coming onto her. On many occasions we have fingered/wanked/oral/scored. everytime i've loved it. She often says how great it was or that it was like when we were first going out. but after every time she says we're never doing anything again because that's how we started seeing each other and i dont want to be seeing you.

I was depressed for like a month and a half. I would just sit and cry sometimes (i know, fucking embarrassing). I hated myself. I had no confidence. I thought i was ugly, too skinny, shit in bed (even though i gave her her first penatrative orgasm, and first multiples), everything. Hated everything about me.

Just recently i've decided i dont need the bitch. I'm gonna pull myself out of the gutter i've put myself in and i'm change so i like myself again.

This was how i invented the RED DRAGON. I'm basing my change on the book (also a film now) by Thomas harris. I'm changing everything about me, a metamorphasis if ya like. I'm gonna do more pe and have a larger penis. I'm going to the gym so i'm toning my body and gaining weight. I'm eating more to gain weight. I'm reading more, studying harder at college to become brighter. And when i have acheived every one of my goals the dragon will be born! Hope i have your support to change myself. Just been feeling so bad recently, almost suicidal. Doesn't help the fact that she's going out every week, pulling lads, getting phone numbers and i'm sitting about doing nothing. Well now it's time for a change. I'm also calling up a few girls i know, arranging a few drinks, and casual sex of course ;-)

Anyway that's my story. Just thought if i took the time to tell you my stuff then it'd make me more bothered about getting off my lazy arse and motivating myself to do something. In this thread i'm gonna post my routine and progress, but also let you know about other things im doing like my exercise. Thanks for listening
 

REDZULU2003

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Hi bishop ya Geordie bastard ;)
Nice to see ya again,
I am glad actualy that ya getting it together....your writing also seems to have improved, no offense but it was VERY mobile txt orientated.

I think you have done GOOD in ridding her....shes a cunt for doing what she did PLAIN AND SIMPLE....she used you, DO NOT GET with her again, leave her be man.....theirs MANY sexy good women out their, go get one when ya ready.

If ya feeling down than we have a therapy class here rofl the mental blah blah blah section, just post in their I do and I am a misarable trat :mad: :blahblah:

I too split from my girl , Topaz remember?
She turned into a Lesbian and was more obsessed with a 18X10 dildo with her mate than me, so it was it was c-ya , we still mates however and shes a good contact as shes a Police officer so I know where to turn to ;)

anyways glad to see ya back and sorted,
cya around.
 
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Bishop, it's great to see you again my friend. I'm sorry to hear about the hard times, but it looks like you're on the right track to get everything rolling in the right direction again.

I personally don't think you need to go to the trouble of trying to remain friends with anyone who could be as shallow, manipulitive, and downright evil as the girl you described, but the decision is yours in the end.

I wish you the best of luck, and if you need any help or advice at all you know where to turn. Best wishes.

OoPaperCutoO
 

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Hey Bishop,

You'll be fine man. I just broke up with my girl after almost 6 years and was feeling messed up to. First let me tell you that NO ONE is worth even thinking about that suicide shit, so cut that shit out RIGHT NOW!!

Now you are on the right track. Just concentrate on YOU and the chickies will come. I also decided to make a major change in my life and it is going great. I have lost 32lb and have made gains in the Penis Enlargement arena. Just stay focused and you will be ok.

Stay on this forum and do alot of posting and reading, it will help keep you occupied and encouraged.

NEVER GIVE UP, NEVER SURRENDER!!!

FOCUS ON YOU!!!

REMEMBER, YOUR THE MAN!!!

Im out,

Pak It On
 
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Bishop, your girl story rang so many bells with me it's untrue.

About 10 years ago I was with a girl who was a total head fuck. She turned me into someone that my family and friends didn't recognize anymore. I was so besotted with her I didn't care about all the negative things people were telling me. It was a very fiery on/off relationship (I'm normally one of the most placid people you could meet) and she kept seeing her ex whilst still with me. At one point she said that she thought she was pregnant and didn't know if it was mine or his! After being a fool for many months I finally saw sense and dumped her. It felt like a huge weight had been lifted and I could get on with my life properly. I've seen her occasionally since and when I do, I feel an immense anger that I let myself be turned into a person like that.

My advice would be to break off all contact with her and move on.
 
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