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I mean big, clamped donkey dicks. I just don't fuckin' get it. I swear to god my wife has to be less physically attracted to me than just about ANY other woman on earth. What the fuck?!? I'm not saying she doesn't love me...she puts up with too much BS from me not to, but goddamn...Take tonite for example...we're sitting around getting ready to go out and eat. She's just gotten out of the shower and picks up my Playboy and lays across the bed on her stomach reading through it while I'm playing football on PS2. I let her read for a few then I put down the game and start massaging her ass, then I start fingering her, then I'm really working her good with my hands, then I take her panties off and tell her to roll over and I do oral until she comes. I've got two big wet spots on the front of my jeans..obvious sign (as if one were needed?!?) that I'm turned on...well she gets dressed and ready to go and I figure I'm in for a reward later, right? Right? Hell Fuck NO! We go eat, come home and watch the shitty movie Timeline and go to bed. She asks 'are you sleepy?' I say not really. She says 'are you wanting to do something?' I say 'only if you're in the mood.' She says 'I could go either way.' We lay there. She says 'why don't we just lay here...' (NO FUCKING JOKE) 'and hold each other?' What the fuck?!? I mean really, WHAT THE FUCK?!? I looked at her and said 'cuz that sucks.' And now I'm in the office typing on MOS.
My god she would have to know I was horny after eating her out earlier. And she saw and commented on the wet spots on my jeans. She fucking NEVER initiates sex. Never gives me a spontaneous BJ or hand job. I fucking shit you not, if I didn't initiate sex it would happen MAYBE once a fucking month. I swear I don't get it. I know I'm not fucking Brad Pitt but shit, why the fuck is she even with me if I don't turn her on sexually. For fucks sake, she's overweight (quite a bit) but I still find her very sexually attractive and initiate stuff all the time; I tell her she pretty, sexy, all of that. Of course she tells me I'm handsome, but come come on, actions- or should I say INACTIONS speak louder than words. I fucking hate it. It makes me feel like shit, especially when I don't have the highest self-concept in the world to begin with.
But what really puts the stink on the shit is the fact that other girls- girls I fucking can't be with- DO find me attractive. Like the girl at the bar (see my story about the other night), and there's this girl in law school...I actually noticed her as probably the hottest girl in orientation at the beginning of the year...well we ended up studying together and one night she was here (wife was out of town) and she told me she thought I was cute and made it clear that if I wanted to screw she was willing- right then and there. I mean what the hell?!? It makes me hate being married sometime because I love sex and I know I'm not getting any younger.
It's frustrating as shit. I mean I can have sex with the wife pretty much anytime, she's "facilitating," but I want to be with someone who's into it and into me as much as I am into her.
Married guys let me hear from ya, because I need some positive support.
My god she would have to know I was horny after eating her out earlier. And she saw and commented on the wet spots on my jeans. She fucking NEVER initiates sex. Never gives me a spontaneous BJ or hand job. I fucking shit you not, if I didn't initiate sex it would happen MAYBE once a fucking month. I swear I don't get it. I know I'm not fucking Brad Pitt but shit, why the fuck is she even with me if I don't turn her on sexually. For fucks sake, she's overweight (quite a bit) but I still find her very sexually attractive and initiate stuff all the time; I tell her she pretty, sexy, all of that. Of course she tells me I'm handsome, but come come on, actions- or should I say INACTIONS speak louder than words. I fucking hate it. It makes me feel like shit, especially when I don't have the highest self-concept in the world to begin with.
But what really puts the stink on the shit is the fact that other girls- girls I fucking can't be with- DO find me attractive. Like the girl at the bar (see my story about the other night), and there's this girl in law school...I actually noticed her as probably the hottest girl in orientation at the beginning of the year...well we ended up studying together and one night she was here (wife was out of town) and she told me she thought I was cute and made it clear that if I wanted to screw she was willing- right then and there. I mean what the hell?!? It makes me hate being married sometime because I love sex and I know I'm not getting any younger.
It's frustrating as shit. I mean I can have sex with the wife pretty much anytime, she's "facilitating," but I want to be with someone who's into it and into me as much as I am into her.
Married guys let me hear from ya, because I need some positive support.