seizing the day or so they say

I have been thinking lately, and haven't had a chance due to working endless hours with my new job. Over the years I have slowly realized that I have problems seizing the day. Meeting girls, going out and doing whatever else are things I have withdrawn from due to being stressed out with problems from friends and depression. There is a stigma around that people should live each day as if it was there last, and I am slowly wishing that I could do this. I look to my past and realize that there were many opportunities where I could have tried harder or made an effort to make my life better, or seize the day but I didn't. As each day passes I feel the same about the previous day and week. Slowly I have made my life monotone and dull and often meaningless. Today I had the opportunity to get a phone number from a chick, but decided I had been in too much pain from social situations to seek a girlfriend. I now regret this and will change it, so I guess that's a positive, which I have REALLY tried to think this past month. Does anyone else feel like your life's passing you by? I'm only 20, and I feel I will be 30, and 40 and then 70 and all of a sudden I'm on my death bed thinking exactly what I've been thinking now. Perhaps we are always on our death bed waiting for the light at the end of the tunnel. What's even more shocking is that I have an 8 inch X 5.5 inch girth cock, and I have no ambition to use it. This must be what hell is like. Shout me one if you can relate.

Im around your age and last year felt as you did. I am picking up the pace in my life. Last year I feel was a complete waste for me. I did absolutely nothing and now I am trying to get back on my feet. I hope to be up and running again in a few months.

I went through a depression stage and had zero motivation. I know the cause of the loss of motivation although I also know that I can overcome it.

If you try to do one thing different every day that you can look back on it will be easier to get back on your feet. That is what I am trying to do.

Carpe Diem

I was thinking the same thing Supra