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I have been a phantom penis enlargement enthusiast for about 4 years now, starting out with a bathmate, being a noob, and forgoing all the rules (bad I know).

I am 5'8" and my starting size is unrecorded though I believe it to be EL 5" by EG 4.5"/ FL 1.5" FG 1". I was a beast in bed, going for hours and with an erection that was rock-solid (I remember hearing my ligs pop if I pushed my boner down when I had a full hardon) I started PE because I had come from a great relationship that ended poorly and I was left for a much taller, bigger man. It really effected me, and I sought to improve myself.

I started with the bathmate at age 21 and was instantly blown away... but as we know the gains go down fast and water retention sucks. I didn't research enough and my water retention kept building up... I used the bathmate at full force and usually for 15-20 min - but I would mostly do a 5 min session followed by a 15 min session making sure to spend 5 seconds kegeling, followed by 5 seconds reverse-kegeling the whole time. I became obsessed and would pump before going out, seeing my very competitive "friends", or trying to meet and date women. When I wouldn't bathmate, I would wear a penis sheath on my cock, with a cock ring so it could hang in my pants and resist turtling. I chose this over and after every trying the ace wrap because, unlike the ace wrap, I could wear the sheath for hours and hours comfortably.

I have intermittently done stretching and try to do jelqs after exiting the bathmate, but I've also taken lots of time off. I haven't really had a regiment for stretching as it is hard to find the privacy where I live.

And due to a private family matter and a harassing ex-friend of 10 years and former business partner for 5 years who had a psychotic break (taking to Facebook and in person with heinous and evil spreading of all of my secrets and family abuse problems leading me to file police reports ), I have been on cymbalta and Wellbutrin for a little over a year now, and noticed a significant drop in EQ - I have great difficulty in getting an erection, can masturbate at 70% and maybe ejaculate for several seconds at 80%... when I have sex with my beautiful and loving girlfriend I can get to about 85-90% but I usually have to take breaks because my erection just dissipates in 10-15 minutes

What I don't know is if this is a product of my medication, my mood, or whether I've injured myself. Would all that water retention in the beginning have done this? Even though, back then, I was getting powerful erections? One time when I was pumping, one ball got sucked into the bathmate, it hurt for a minute or so but after felt okay, but now it feels like it's a different shape?

I recently got back into PE (doing it intermittently for 4 years), and my measurements due to a moderately passive PE journey are roughly EL 6.1" by EG 5.1"/FL 3.2" by FG 2.5".

Now I take 2 capsules of Sizegenix and 2 capsules of Activator Complex in the am, and wear a sizegenetics device with the TLC foreskin tugger for most of the day. I intermittently kegel from time to time but the muscle feels very weak.

What is going on? Who do I turn to? Please help...
 
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If you are on these medications, definitely get comfortable with your physician. You should ask if taking other substances will effect you in any way, whether for penis enlargement or exercising. Almost like how a girl on the pill can take antibiotics and it negated it and she becomes pregnant. One thing can mess up your medication.

Almost all depression medicine ruin men's libidos. It's a given, they publish it all the time. Proper nutrition and exercise will help alleviate it but not significantly. Talk with your doctor, there are many different types of medications.

Definitely sorry about the problems. Some people are just bad inside and out. To do something like that is horrible. Have you considered a shrink to talk to. Do whatever you can to ween yourself off the meds. To have someone you love with you can help significantly. You don't want to stay on something that changes "YOU". It messes with your head and then you come to rely solely on medication, that's how people lose themselves. Life is a struggle man, you gotta keep pushing.

Don't worry about the Bathmate in the past. Your still getting hard and screwing. That's fine.

The ball being sucked up happens to almost everybody. If it ain't broke yet, your fine. They change sizes as testosterone goes up and down and as age goes up.

Get back on a kegel routine to strengthen it back up. Towel raises whenever you can as well.

The TLC is for foreskin restoration, the VLC is for penis stretching. Gotta switch it up if you want to gain length over foreskin.

Anymore questions, we're here brother. Feel better and bang your girl.
 
I am very experienced, unfortunately, with all psychological medications. For me every medication for depression caused me sexual issues but one, Wellbutrin. Wellbutrin is not only a fabulous depression medication it also helps with quitting smoking and weight loss. If you are in need of a benzodiazepines I would still with Klonopin as it is not addictive and gives a slow release of medication over 8 hours. Mood stabilizers all suck but one, Lamictal, very powerful with absolutely no side effects. As far as an anti-psychotic goes, if you need one, Serequel is best but it does cause weight gain but if you are countering with Wellbutrin there will be no issues. If you need any other advice please just ask.
 
I personally do not think prescription drugs do much good at all and have lots of bad side effects but I understand they do help some people.

I would recommend starting an exercise regimen and eating clean, taking zinc, vitamin d, probiotics, drinking lots of green tea with ginger and lemon, make protein smoothies with fruit and veggies added in... all that good stuff. And kegel/reverse kegel as much as you can.

One last thing: good weed does wonders for just about everything. Maybe you could try that instead of the prescription medications.
 
I know a person who takes psych medicines, and suddenly quit taking them. He's always been very aggressive, but usually he's doped out so no harm until he stoped cold turkey. The guy was aggravating you one moment the next crying like a little kid, and I learned you cant take shit from these mf's or they'll do whatever they want with you.

Basically if you're going thru depression think about majority of the world's moms who cant feed their kids, or the Syrian kids that have to grow up not knowing what its like to not have your legs blown off. Were very wealthy by comparison in most aspects yet there's always that emo kid that says "he's taking away my love, and passion he's saying things I disagree with without consequence" they should have tossed him out when he was a baby School Shooters & Stabbings Committed by those on Psychiatric Drugs | CCHR International


Ecclesiastes 4:2 And I declared that the dead, who had already died, are happier than the living, who are still alive.
Ecclesiastes 4:3 But better than both is the one who has never been born, who has not seen the evil that is done under the sun.
 
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It is always best to remain drug free but in some cases (like myself) it is just not possible. I speak very highly of cognitive therapy but in some cases it is simply not enough. Many do not realize this, but if I were not on my medication I would more than likely be dead. What my Psychologist tells me is that I think much faster than most people and my actual thought process is unique to the way things are normally. My IQ is ridiculous high and tin my case this is not always a good thing, it sometimes can go much faster than I can handle. The medication for me helps things slow down so I can keep up with my thought processes. I also need medication to sleep or I would be up days at a time. My brain does not like to go to sleep. There are many unique twists and turns to my psyche but I have been responsible (most of the time) in taking my medication and practicing cognitive therapy. Now I want this complete understood, being a free thinker, being a dreamer, being someone who can imagine things that others can't is NOT a disorder, it is a gift. If anyone is suffering with mental issues it usually denotes that person as being highly intelligent and creative.
 
I have been a phantom penis enlargement enthusiast for about 4 years now, starting out with a bathmate, being a noob, and forgoing all the rules (bad I know).

I am 5'8" and my starting size is unrecorded though I believe it to be EL 5" by EG 4.5"/ FL 1.5" FG 1". I was a beast in bed, going for hours and with an erection that was rock-solid (I remember hearing my ligs pop if I pushed my boner down when I had a full hardon) I started PE because I had come from a great relationship that ended poorly and I was left for a much taller, bigger man. It really effected me, and I sought to improve myself.

I started with the bathmate at age 21 and was instantly blown away... but as we know the gains go down fast and water retention sucks. I didn't research enough and my water retention kept building up... I used the bathmate at full force and usually for 15-20 min - but I would mostly do a 5 min session followed by a 15 min session making sure to spend 5 seconds kegeling, followed by 5 seconds reverse-kegeling the whole time. I became obsessed and would pump before going out, seeing my very competitive "friends", or trying to meet and date women. When I wouldn't bathmate, I would wear a penis sheath on my cock, with a cock ring so it could hang in my pants and resist turtling. I chose this over and after every trying the ace wrap because, unlike the ace wrap, I could wear the sheath for hours and hours comfortably.

I have intermittently done stretching and try to do jelqs after exiting the bathmate, but I've also taken lots of time off. I haven't really had a regiment for stretching as it is hard to find the privacy where I live.

And due to a private family matter and a harassing ex-friend of 10 years and former business partner for 5 years who had a psychotic break (taking to Facebook and in person with heinous and evil spreading of all of my secrets and family abuse problems leading me to file police reports ), I have been on cymbalta and Wellbutrin for a little over a year now, and noticed a significant drop in EQ - I have great difficulty in getting an erection, can masturbate at 70% and maybe ejaculate for several seconds at 80%... when I have sex with my beautiful and loving girlfriend I can get to about 85-90% but I usually have to take breaks because my erection just dissipates in 10-15 minutes

What I don't know is if this is a product of my medication, my mood, or whether I've injured myself. Would all that water retention in the beginning have done this? Even though, back then, I was getting powerful erections? One time when I was pumping, one ball got sucked into the bathmate, it hurt for a minute or so but after felt okay, but now it feels like it's a different shape?

I recently got back into PE (doing it intermittently for 4 years), and my measurements due to a moderately passive PE journey are roughly EL 6.1" by EG 5.1"/FL 3.2" by FG 2.5".

Now I take 2 capsules of Sizegenix and 2 capsules of Activator Complex in the am, and wear a sizegenetics device with the TLC foreskin tugger for most of the day. I intermittently kegel from time to time but the muscle feels very weak.

What is going on? Who do I turn to? Please help...

How are you now brother? I want to believe you can now get an erection easily and you are off the meds? It's been over 12 years now.
 
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