My Battle, and victory


Jun 5, 2003
I haven't posted in a while. I became quite frustrated with Penis Enlargement. I may have not shared this before but I was coming down with severe panic attacks, at the time I didn't know what it was. I felt like I was losing my mind. Everything freaking scared me. I was put on Paxil, and it helped tremendously,but I still got my panic attacks, so I increased my dosage from 25mg to 50mg a day under my doctor's supervision.It helped for a few weeks, but then they would come back. This is when I started to take a look at my life. I realized the stress I was putting my mind through with my career. As a consultant in the medical industry I have to work very crazy, and long hours. Usually 12 hours a day 2nd, and 3rd shift. I was going to sleep in the morning, and not waking up until 3PM. Coupled with the fact I had no friends out where I was working. All my friends, and family are out of state from where I was working. I never saw it coming. I literally felt like I was dying. I was so scared.

I now have 3 months off from work, and have gone back home to where my family, and friends are. My panic attacks stopped. I even stopped my meds, which I wasn't thrilled with, it had an effect on my sex drive. I realized something from the panic attacks however, that if an environment can have such an effect on the mind, then I am sure I have other harmful thoughts that could be holding me back from Penis Enlargement. I have a hard time getting hard, unless I am with a woman I feel comfortable with. I get more excited with just sitting on the couch next to the woman, then having her buck naked before me sometimes. This tells me right there I have to retrain my brain. Knowing it, and knowing how to do it is another matter.

I would like to start including visualizations to help me with Penis Enlargement. I haven't done Penis Enlargement in about 6 months. I would also like to find a mentor. One of the reason I believe I successful in my career was because I had a good mentor. So if any of you more experienced pe'er out there would like to be a mentor please contact me. I am very dedicated.

Also DL I am on my laptop, and I do not have the access codes to the site. Can you please send them to me. This is the paid site I am referring to ofc.
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