- Jun 3, 2003
Damn...I couldn't sleep (what else is new) I felt very tired but I guess I just was not ready for the real deal. I do not masturbate. This does not mean I am not tempted. I mean any normal guy laying awake in his bed till the wee hours of the morning starts to think about wackin' it. It's like the same feeling when your home alone and you know nobodies comin' home for hours. It's you and your cock and that very special porno tape...Idle time is the devils workshop so one thought leads to the next and the next thing you know your hand is on your cock and the tapes in the VCR. Well I have been fairly lucky avoiding this last level of giving in until tonight or should I say this morning. No I did not give in, but I did cum close (GIGANTIC FUCKING PUN INTENDED) During this frenzied state of teenage horniness I realized my penis was in the optimum state to train girth. I started doing Girth Busters (dry portion) and before I knew it an hour went by. It felt as though I had only been jelqing for 5 minutes. This is such a rarity for me lately, having a session fly by with the perfect state of erection. I am very curious to what is different in our minds when we are very tired and horny. It felt like a completely different state of mind. The workout was better, the time spent was more productive and now I feel like I can sleep. Maybe my horny-mones are different in to the late hours. Anybody relate?