I have returned! with more questions

robodick304

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Salutations fellow PE brothers,

I have returned from a self imposed exile: for the last 3 years I was heavily addicted to opioids... alas as of today I am 90 days clean!
And I am never going back. I apologize for the grim message, but it is the truth; there is a epidemic affecting the USA!
a warning to my online brethren: stay away from pain pills and heroin!
*sigh* currently my girlfriend is in Jail because of these foul drugs, and while I wait(several weeks ago) I have begun my PE journey again. I intend on surprising her when she is freed... haha :cool:


On that note: I have lost my ruler, so I am clueless as to my BPEL, and BPFSL etc, and since I stopped PE'ing for several years my penis remained quite plump fortunately, I have seen "beginner gains" since I began PE'ing again, and I'm quickly running out of bars for my SG. what would one do when they reach the end of their bars and the stretching is no longer producing gains?

I am also utilizing the BM X30, which is a fantastic device. I will update with my BPEL when I get a ruler haha...
 
you can buy more bars for the SG online if you are commited to extending. the bathmate is amazing but make sure to add the wine vac mod you will get much more pressure without having to jam the pump into your pelvis. congrats on getting clean.
 
another sad note: I totally forgot my beginning stats :( but if I remember correctly It was a smidgen above 6" I believe I'm lurking around 7" now but i will find out shortly.

I intend on getting to 8"x5" muahaha
 
thanks Acro, I am NEVER going back... I was unaware they sold bars! that sounds delightful
 
What a glorious return! I wish you very healthy and clean life; I also wish the same for your girlfriend.

As Acro said, more bars and the Vacu-Vin mod are a great way to go for more gains. Staying consistent with the workouts is also essential. But don't punish yourself too harsh if for some reasons you happen to miss a session.
Depending where you live, I guess you can get a decent ruler for a dollar or two, get some tailor's tape while at it. Measure and be sure to write it down! Perhaps start a journal here http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/routines-and-progress-in-penis-enlargement/ ;)

I sincerely wish you the best in life and in PE, may your gains be great!
 
It's not easy to fight addiction, for this I say a big congrats to you. Consistency is key when it comes to making gains in PE. You already know this.
 
Addiction has been the highlight of the forum for a month now :) I have to say that I am seeing many successes. I am so proud of you and I hope you use us as a support group to help you stay on the narrow, straight road. I know, for myself, in every addition I have had over the past 15 years the Brothers have helped me to victory in every way. Today I no longer drink alcohol (but at Mass), I have beaten my Heroin habit, now 13 years, I have beaten my ���� addition, I have beaten my masturbation addiction, food addiction, TV addiction, so many ways have I benefitted from the Brotherhood. I really think that these types of conversation and concerns with one another are what have made us so much more than a PE site, it truly is a Family.
 
doublelongdaddy;721153 said:
Addiction has been the highlight of the forum for a month now :) I have to say that I am seeing many successes. I am so proud of you and I hope you use us as a support group to help you stay on the narrow, straight road. I know, for myself, in every addition I have had over the past 15 years the Brothers have helped me to victory in every way. Today I no longer drink alcohol (but at Mass), I have beaten my Heroin habit, now 13 years, I have beaten my ���� addition, I have beaten my masturbation addiction, food addiction, TV addiction, so many ways have I benefitted from the Brotherhood. I really think that these types of conversation and concerns with one another are what have made us so much more than a PE site, it truly is a Family.
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You are right in the sense that coming to the brotherhood on a daily basis and reading up positive posts against ones bad habit or addiction will help fight against some of those bad habits.
 
wow DLD, I never would have guessed O_O you are and have been my inspiration since the beginning dude! Not in a million years would I have guessed you have so much more history(I already thought you lead a rather incredible life haha) but this is ... this speaks deeply to me amigo.
I am ready to continue this righteous path,

On an extremely positive note: my girlfriend was released yesterday, and things went... extremely well haha despite not having the time I wanted to prepare. the reunion was more or less, as good as it could've been... ;)
she was excited to see me to say the least, and she is now clean as well, despite it not being the most comfortable method I can only hope it served as a lesson to not return.

Thank you all so SO much, this Forum has been only beneficial to my mental and physical well being.

HANG ON, BROTHERS HANG... ON.... with more weights
 
Yeah bro we've been struggling too much, almost everyone is addicted to weed and hand-pussy/pillow-jiner. stillwantsmore is hooked on cyber-money gambling, kyomoto suffered permanent brain-mushing from watching too many Japanese cartoons, sex workers have swan wrapped around their finger, threak-x can't stop making memes, acro hasn't come out of his Bathmate in days, I'm not currently addicted but my brain development stunted at around the time I started getting high, around fifteen . At least we can say life is sensational in different ways, praise Jesus and go go gadget trump-pussy-grab-thing
 
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robodick304;721235 said:
wow DLD, I never would have guessed O_O you are and have been my inspiration since the beginning dude! Not in a million years would I have guessed you have so much more history(I already thought you lead a rather incredible life haha) but this is ... this speaks deeply to me amigo.
I am ready to continue this righteous path,

On an extremely positive note: my girlfriend was released yesterday, and things went... extremely well haha despite not having the time I wanted to prepare. the reunion was more or less, as good as it could've been... ;)
she was excited to see me to say the least, and she is now clean as well, despite it not being the most comfortable method I can only hope it served as a lesson to not return.

Thank you all so SO much, this Forum has been only beneficial to my mental and physical well being.

HANG ON, BROTHERS HANG... ON.... with more weights
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So many good things come your way when you sacrifice something in life and you have made a huge sacrifice in staying free of alcohol. I hope the confidence has set in and the resolve to stay aware is sharpened so as not to fall again.

Yes, I have had a difficult life but I do not talk much on that as I do not want pity in any way. I do use my past to help when it is applicable but I have always said this and it is true, the only thing you get when you dig up the past is dirty :) Keep the faith, you ar sin my prayers as is all my Brothers. Take this all moment by moment and there will never be anything to fret upon.
 
templnite;721237 said:
Yeah bro we've been struggling too much, almost everyone is addicted to weed and hand-pussy/pillow-jiner. stillwantsmore is hooked on cyber-money gambling, kyomoto suffered permanent brain-mushing from watching too many Japanese cartoons, sex workers have swan wrapped around their finger, threak-x can't stop making memes, acro hasn't come out of his Bathmate in days, I'm not currently addicted but my brain development stunted at around the time I started getting high, around fifteen . At least we can say life is sensational in different ways, praise Jesus and go go gadget trump-pussy-grab-thing
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It's so unfortunate most of us get addicted to something eventually while growing up.
 
huge-girth;721375 said:
It's so unfortunate most of us get addicted to something eventually while growing up.
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Its unfortunate if you don't learn from it or do learn but don't pass on the knowledge. God gives experience and revelation so we may pass it down even if the people we pass it to don't immediately understand or ungratefully reject our teachings. Its our responsibility to rip kaywhy every day until he learns >:( ky bring daddy's belt
 
templnite;721376 said:
Its unfortunate if you don't learn from it or do learn but don't pass on the knowledge. God gives experience and revelation so we may pass it down even if the people we pass it to don't immediately understand or ungratefully reject our teachings. Its our responsibility to rip kaywhy every day until he learns >:( ky bring daddy's belt
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Indeed! And when we give the struggles, frustrations and every other negative part of this to Jesus it not only relieves us of the pain, it also goes to save many suffering souls. Jesus loves everyone of us and wants the best for us, He did not come here just for fun, He came to give us an example of obedience and love unto death. If we are able to tie our struggles to that of our Lord's Passion we are brought to a new level of grace and understandings that make our tiny crosses bearable. When we do fall, as Jesus did Himself, we can reach for His hand and He will help us get up. And remember too that even God needed help on His way to Calvary, He needed Simon to help Him bare the cross, this is another example that we sometimes need the help of our Brothers to carry a cross that is too much for our own shoulders. Jesus does not want us to suffer but when we do He wants us to bring it to Him, in peace, as fast as we can so He can use it to help poor sinners and save souls. Even without any belief in God one can still find great knowledge in the Gospels. I wish I could covert everyone as they would experience what I have, peace, love, harmony, wisdom, gifts of grace and virtue and all of these make the best thing on Earth seem like trash.
 
doublelongdaddy;721412 said:
Indeed! And when we give the struggles, frustrations and every other negative part of this to Jesus it not only relieves us of the pain, it also goes to save many suffering souls. Jesus loves everyone of us and wants the best for us, He did not come here just for fun, He came to give us an example of obedience and love unto death. If we are able to tie our struggles to that of our Lord's Passion we are brought to a new level of grace and understandings that make our tiny crosses bearable. When we do fall, as Jesus did Himself, we can reach for His hand and He will help us get up. And remember too that even God needed help on His way to Calvary, He needed Simon to help Him bare the cross, this is another example that we sometimes need the help of our Brothers to carry a cross that is too much for our own shoulders. Jesus does not want us to suffer but when we do He wants us to bring it to Him, in peace, as fast as we can so He can use it to help poor sinners and save souls. Even without any belief in God one can still find great knowledge in the Gospels. I wish I could covert everyone as they would experience what I have, peace, love, harmony, wisdom, gifts of grace and virtue and all of these make the best thing on Earth seem like trash.
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peace, love, harmony, wisdom, gifts of grace, and virtue this what we need more of :)

templnite;721376 said:
Its unfortunate if you don't learn from it or do learn but don't pass on the knowledge. God gives experience and revelation so we may pass it down even if the people we pass it to don't immediately understand or ungratefully reject our teachings. Its our responsibility to rip kaywhy every day until he learns >:( ky bring daddy's belt
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I got the belt. What happened.
 
kyomoto;721488 said:
peace, love, harmony, wisdom, gifts of grace, and virtue this what we need more of :) .
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No matter what we believe!
 
robodick304;721235 said:
wow DLD, I never would have guessed O_O you are and have been my inspiration since the beginning dude! Not in a million years would I have guessed you have so much more history(I already thought you lead a rather incredible life haha) but this is ... this speaks deeply to me amigo.
I am ready to continue this righteous path,

On an extremely positive note: my girlfriend was released yesterday, and things went... extremely well haha despite not having the time I wanted to prepare. the reunion was more or less, as good as it could've been... ;)
she was excited to see me to say the least, and she is now clean as well, despite it not being the most comfortable method I can only hope it served as a lesson to not return.

Thank you all so SO much, this Forum has been only beneficial to my mental and physical well being.

HANG ON, BROTHERS HANG... ON.... with more weights
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yay i love happy endings, try to make some positive new friends if you guys go back to hanging out with junkies it will be hard to stay clean. stay strong man
 
huge-girth;721375 said:
It's so unfortunate most of us get addicted to something eventually while growing up.
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yes templnite got addicted to sarcasm and bad posting, very sad story RIP
 
doublelongdaddy;721412 said:
I wish I could covert everyone as they would experience what I have, peace, love, harmony, wisdom, gifts of grace and virtue and all of these make the best thing on Earth seem like trash.
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Just a quick heads-up, peace/love/harmony/grace/virtue/etc. are not exclusive to Christianity...and along this point, whenever I see someone espousing 'Christian Values' I tend to bristle. Are Buddhist Values inferior? How about Muslim Values? Are Atheists valueless? Values are values and when you assign a certain sect to them they become 'exclusive'. Religion, in my mind, should be 'all-inclusive', once it sways from this it devolves slowly into becoming a cult. So think about all the wonderful gifts and virtues that we cherish...are these meted-out only to Christians/Believers?
 
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