I feel so low

I am an average guy, except the fact that I had a traumatic brain injury as a kid (3 year old hit by car) that went undiagnosed and untreated until I was 28. The TBI led to piturary dysfunction and low hormone levels, due to trauma to the head. My penis is about 6*4.75, flaccid about 2.5 inches. I always thought it was average, except the flaccid size which was the smallest of anyone I have ever seen. Every girl (3) I have been with has said it was small "I hardly feel anything", "how does it feel to have a small one?" (while doing doggy) etc. I also had a very bad circumsision as a kid, which had made half my cock being covered in hair, albeit some of it is my bad because I used to shave it. This has ruined my confidence and led to severe depressions. I am just coming back from several years of depression and a suicide attempt. I am taking Zoloft for the depression but the bad thing is now I can hardly get an erection (side effect of zoloft). I want to know if anyone else have been through what I have. Thanks. Evilpenis

Well, you are still larger than a lot of other men. I'm 31 and my full erection size is 5.25 or so, 4 in girth. My flaccid hanging size is like 1.5 inches.

So, all in all, you're still up there toward my target size! If someone says it is small then tell them they are ugly or have small brests (if applicable) and walk away. Of course that would be one insult for another... anyway, I wouldn't let it get to you too much.

Despite the fact that my size isnt bad at all, i've spent about a year in depression recently and part of it was my manhood. There is so much pressure on men to be bigger and better. It sucks. The other part of it was because I am one of the few real rockers in my school and I felt like an outcast constantly with my guitar and long hair. I just learnt not to give a shit and do what I want. The people who dont like me are'nt gonna like me any more if i cut my hair or not or if i have a huge penis or not. the Penis Enlargement is just a confidence boost for my sex life really. Your depression will pass, just try and cope with it as well as you can and move on.

I went through a long depression, but I can say anyone can recover eventually and get out of that feeling and mindset. It takes a long time, but if you're on meds that is going to suck for erection levels. When I finalyl got off my antidepressants I could barely keep an erection at all sometimes couldn't get one period. I'd say start with some kind of routine geared toward overall penile health. Kegels, jelqs, testicle health massage, etc.

Alright, well put some things into perspective then.. I also have a pituitary dysfunction which I have been taking pills for the past few years now. I also started at about what your stats are right now, actually to tell you the truth, lower in the girth department. Its been a long time for some gains to come, but they did. I am now sitting calmly at 8.25BPenis EnlargementL x 5.2 midshaft.. This stuff works man, it is up to you how big you want your penis to be, not anyone else. Keep cool bro, things will work out.

Yea been through depression too. Meds didn't work for me so I got off them. While I was on them I didn't have wood probs, but I could never get a nut very easy. Depression passed. You just gotta look on thinks from the bright side and put a smile on your face. Not everything is what it seems.

Start off with the newbie routine. I've been going at length for abut six months now and gained .75 in erect length. I'm a grower too. If I can add length anyone can.

Talk to your doctor about switching antidepressants. I've been on Welbutrin (bupropion) for over two years now and I've had zero side effects or problems. It just makes me feel like my normal self and I still get raging erections.

Cheers!
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I am about your size right now, only a tad smaller on girth.
Also, I had phimosis and a very bad frenuloplasty done. This in turn affected my erections, and I also injured myself with Penis Enlargement two years ago, which only made things worse.
Still, I had a great relationship with a hot girl that just ended now, for many reasons (not sex, well to be honest, we never had great sex anyway). This girl, before me, was with a 9 1/2 lenght guy. This is a fact, he was a common friend, with a huge bulge, and he (and she too when I told her I knew) told me about his size.

Now, we are not together now, but we were very much in love for the last 2 years. My point is, you don´t need a big penis, nor a preetty one, to be with a good girl. Seems to me you´ve only been with a couple of bitches (Im very sorry if you are fond of them or whatever)
I would advice to get off the medication as soon as medically possible (been there too, just tell your doctor you want out and try to work it out), try to Penis Enlargement everyday and stop thinking about girls, becouse things will happen simply when the moment comes. And if it comes, don´t be scared. I was, but still went for it, and had the happiest 2 years of my life. Only regret is almost completely stopping Penis Enlargement during that time. Now, just by working out, without seeing gains yet, I know Im doing myself some good, and I am starting to feel better about it all.

Well, feel free to PM me anytime if you need to talk about any of this. I check the forum every couple of days.

Chi

EvilPenis said:

I am an average guy, except the fact that I had a traumatic brain injury as a kid (3 year old hit by car) that went undiagnosed and untreated until I was 28. The TBI led to piturary dysfunction and low hormone levels, due to trauma to the head. My penis is about 6*4.75, flaccid about 2.5 inches. I always thought it was average, except the flaccid size which was the smallest of anyone I have ever seen. Every girl (3) I have been with has said it was small "I hardly feel anything", "how does it feel to have a small one?" (while doing doggy) etc. I also had a very bad circumsision as a kid, which had made half my cock being covered in hair, albeit some of it is my bad because I used to shave it. This has ruined my confidence and led to severe depressions. I am just coming back from several years of depression and a suicide attempt. I am taking Zoloft for the depression but the bad thing is now I can hardly get an erection (side effect of zoloft). I want to know if anyone else have been through what I have. Thanks. Evilpenis

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Evilpenis,
My very damaging circumcision has surrounded me in so much emotional feeling that I can't begin to write them down. I am 18 and some days, suicide for me does seem an option toppled with my 24/7 constant lingering depression and now I have begun to get severe anxiety attacks probably due to always being stressed, which is leading to day to day problems and making things such as work hard. At 18 I feel like things couldn't really get much worse for me, this life is hard yet so far I seem to have gotten through a lot of what has been thrown at me. If you ever want to talk PM me, I feel we share similar problems and going through this alone is very hard, no one I know in person knows about my problems I am like a silent sufferer with only people online to relate with.
I wish you courage,
Ex.

ahha something i'm to familiar with---DEPPRESSION.I've had it hard since i was a kid,on and off.The advice i'll give to you is try to do things that are fun by urself--then gradually do things with diffrent people.Work-out----wether its pushup,shadow boxing,crunches or just a good ole plain walk around ur neighborhood.Trust me when i tell u this,that working out helps tremendously while depressed.Also dont focus on what those girls said,ur a member here and in no time u will see gains.Size is something many people on the board are aiming for,but be grateful that u at least had someone to have sex-rather then have em talkin shit about ya.Also women will tell u anything about ur dick-its an advantage they have over men-because many of us are insecure about it-no matter how tall or wide.

EP, My heart goes out to you and I wish there was a wonder pill I could give you to make everything better but I can't. The penis is a tricky enough thing on the male psyche without years of other emotional trauma but when these two things are combined, compounded by the negative comments of the opposite sex, it can be paradoxical.

Changing these things in your life is not as easy as getting a bigger penis, if this was true my life would have been perfect a long time ago. There is so much more to your dilemma and I am so happy you came for help.

Medication is a big step. No one wants to take medication because it is an admission that there is a problem with our heads. I can vouch for this because, as many people know, I take some serious meds. The medication in itself will not cure the problem but it will give you the window of opportunity to attack the problem and level the playing field. Psycho-tropical drugs are a great tool when you are willing to put some cognitive effort in and it sounds like you are. I took ZOLOFT for a short time and it is a good SSRI. You may also want to discuss a anti-psychotic with your doctor as the combination of the antidepressant and anti-psychotic is being recognized as a much more capable medication than one alone.

The next piece in the puzzle is the cognitive one. Emotional intelligence is a power thing and learning about yourself, your pitfalls and hot points is important. When depression starts to creep up having the rational ability to understand what is causing it and what you need to do to correct this can be very powerful. The difference between being happy and being depressed may be as easy as changing the way you react to the particular dilemma. There are pages upon pages of information concerning cognitive behavior modification on the net, do a search and google and educate yourself with as much information as you can. My problem, psychologically, is different than yours (OCD) but I do the same thing. I search for help on my problem, read everything I can and adapt and apply it to my unique situation.

Lastly, but as important as the 2 things above, physical change. Making your penis bigger is an incredible gift we all share, it is something most men dream of. You have this knowledge and the ability to change your size, so use it. As you are putting in the emotional and psychological work put as much effort into the physical portion as you will grow in all aspects of your life. In the end you will not only have a bigger penis but a bigger mind.

heh dude you came to the right place. Although im not a fan of the suicide attempt (scares me) i can honestly read this thread with a smile on my face because if you are dedicated enough this post of depression will later on be a post of joy and disbelief. Stick with us and you will be a different man, and im not just talking about penis size. Everything will be ok now, you can now customize your gains through your Penis Enlargement workout. The best part about this all is that there will be someone here to relate and help you through your Penis Enlargement journey every step of the way.

I had some strange experiences over the last 5 years. First I was in a car accident and got myself a good old skull fracture and momentarily lost my ability to do basic math problems or retain new information. I went to school feeling very low about myself and my problems mainly because before the accident I had many friends and was basically an A-student. My memory problems cleared and math got better but then I stared to heavily smoke POT and drink like a fish. I didn't even know I was in a depression until about a year ago and I did every thing I could think of to bring me out it, I quit smoking POT( helped a lot), I stopped drinking, I got rid of my old Piece Of Shit friends, and Started to exercise. It was working and then the biggest (Fuck In The Ass) came along, I started feeling really depressed; more so then ever and my life was great I was with a women I really love and cared about, I was going to college, I was close to finding a better job. But none of that was good enough I stared to hate myself which most people tell me I got more going for me then anyone they know. But I finally found out what the problem was I had what's called Wilson's Thyroid Syndrome from not eating enough throughout the last few years. I felt cold all the time even well wearing a coat, In the shower no matter how hot the water was. All I did was stuff my face like a pig 4 times a day and I was cured and I don't think I've ever been happier I gained about 30 pounds in 3 months but it was all muscle and I didn't work out once, I laugh all the time even at things the I would have been embarrassed for a few years ago. But I'm starting all over, I lost my girl friend about 4 months ago and my job about 6 so I invest most of my time in school or just Fuckin around have fun. But I have never been happier. Does anyone else believe and have an understanding of Meta Physics, I have fun with thinking about this theory. I'm Done; Good Bye.Sorry if this has little to do with the thread; I'm feeling kinda crazy tonight

Hey I know what the original poster is talking about. I didn't go through the medical trauma but I was diagnosed with serious depression(was a threat to myself is what my doctor said and spent some time in the hospital) I was on many anti-depressants before I found celexa,welbruitin and trazadon which worked for a bit then went to crap. I had all the side effects of these harsh pills with some side effects still plaguing me. I dropped all the medical pills (weaned off by telling my doctor I wanted out of the pill) and went herbal. ( I believe they work better)Anyway poster always remember that you have guys here that have great advice and I now know why its feel like a "family" here.

PS. Executioner we seem to be alike by what you said in your post.

zoloft=bad. I was on it for a bit. Your size is bigger than most. And I got a tight circ as well which causes me to as hairy as a monkey. Don't worry everything will be cool.

Those girls are just whore bitches. If a girl said that to me while I was doing her doggy style, shed be in line for a rear naked (litterally) choke. I started at 4.5 by the way, and had sex with a few girls at that girth, and only one of them felt slightly loose to me, the others felt tight enough. So it's not just you man, they were prob loose size queens.

yer dont worry bout them size queens, your bigger than me and i havnt had any problem with women