So I was bi-curious this year and had protected anal sex w/ this guy. I also performed oral sex. Yesterday he told me he recently contracted HIV. I know I didnt give it to him. Yet, I'm scared to death that I acquired it from oral sex. I never swallowed cum or anything, but I'm still scared. I'm only 20 yrs old. I dont know whether I want to know if I'm positive or no b/c it will ruin me.