One man's ego is the most difficult thing to break through.
Gandolf's ego is very big, he really thinks he could defeat all of his "threats" by neglecting others, for what they have. Thats how a man who has given up the hope acts, all have to go down with him. Just stop with what you are doing Gandolf, in our eyes, your acts are just as the ones made by little children at the playground.
All of your acts, are very clearly made of an desperate man. WHo finds this as his only option, and way out.
You need to find yourself, or your hope may be gone. Look at what you have done and are doing, does this look normal and amuzing in your mind? Are this a revenge for some kids bullying you when you were a kid. And this is a payback of all bad that have happened thru your lifetime?