OK, ok, I will give another few paragraphs
So I am at The King of Diamonds, sitting in the VIP couch by the stage. Chyna was the first dancer I encountered. She was dancing for me and in Miami, they will rub up on you with their ass or crotch or whatever they can get away with under the eyes of security
Chyna tried you rub her ass on my cock and I guess most guys have a cock that is in thr crotch of the pants, for me this is obviously not an option
So she looks back at me like "huh?" I said "you got to go down the pants leg"....she started to lower her booty farther and farther down till she realized my cock started at the top and went down a good 9.5" II was semi erect)....she looked back in amazement and was like "Is that real?" I smiled and said "It looks just like a penis, only smaller" she laughed and I got the inkling that not too many guys with my size go to this club. The black/white scenario of size was greatly out of proportion
(Plus I was the only white person in the club aside from a bouncer.) I asked her if she ever had to deal with this size before and she said the only thing she has ever seen like that was __________ in the movies
Needless to say I am grinning ear to ear.
She goes off to go on stage and I am sitting with my boy Jaz and we start talking about what just happened and he said, "Well I guess that's why you are DLD"
This made me smile even bigger. I guess the rumor started to go through the club like wildfire. Dancers were coming over to dance for free just so they could experience it
I did have 100mg of Viagra in my system and my flaccid was looking like a large adults arm holding a cantaloupe
It looked like it was fresh out the
X-40 maxed out! Simple a thing of beauty
Each dancer did the same thing with finding my penis and where it started and ended. Maybe 6 girls danced for me but most of the girls were hanging around our couch. It all seemed like a dream really. I was plenty lifted and ready for whatever else was coming my way. I was open and had no expectations or reservations, if this was a dream I was taking full advantage of every juicy detail.
The music was bumping and I was listening to Miami's version of hip hop which I have to say is amazing. At first I did not understand it, but after being flat in the middle of their world it all made sense. I was really enjoying the vibe of the 808 kick drum and I was letting it flow through me. I was starting to think about very important things to me, the place I am in life, my reclusiveness, my abstinence, my entire life really. Those who know me well know I have pretty much been a hermit for the past 3 years EXACTLY today. You see, Jen, my ex-girl left me on August 7, 2008. AT this very moment 3 years ago the love of my life was leaving me. I knew there was something deeply wrong with me as Jen came home on the exact date I predicted when she left the first time. Things seem so strange as I am now a changed person. I needed to go to Florida for many reasons. I was hiding at home! I hid under bushy hair, under a kangol cap with the blackest sunglasses you could find. My only function was to work. I knew if I worked hard and made money things would get better. So for three years my nose has been to the grind! I have a flat face for all the grinding I have done. I have really gotten my financial situation in order. I did this on every level. I have obligations I can sometimes barely make but I push myself. I become obsessed and I make it happen. I have accomplished much since Jen left but I still had not accomplished moving on from her
Letting go of Jen was a very difficult thing. She was the love of my life (I thought). She inspired me so much in life and was the single biggest reason
MOS even started! She was a great mate but when it came right down to it, I was not for her. It was a hard pill to swallow so instead I chose to wallow. In my wallowing I have become many very good things. I have found that I am an artist who can paint but only through Jen's beauty and innocence. Odd thing to say about ones art but I can paint like Renoir because Jen broke my heart...you dig? I learned to become a man's man in her absence. With my complete disregard for females I was able to become closer to men on a much more intimate level. The friendships I have with other men is amazing and I wish everyone of them was a perfect blonde bitch with a pussy but their not, they have something swinging from the grapevine I do not eat from
I have grown lonely in the sense of not having female companionship but I chose to put myself there. None of what I have gone through has anything to do with Jennifer not being here, it has everything to do with me keeping myself there!
About 2 months ago I removed all of Jen's things from my studio. All packed away all paintings of her. I literally cleaned house and this was a very big step. My home has been an alter to her absence...as beautiful as the painting are, they needed to be put away. Now understand that I have had many galleries and was offered great deals of money for my work, to date I have 894 paintings, more than 10,000 drawings....I have sold 5 pieces in my entire career (the entire time Jen has been gone) the totality of those sales was more than $25,000 so you can imagine what I could do if I actually let my work go. Last art show sold out but when it came time to give them up I reneged. Needless to say my dealer was furious, I could not let them go. They are now packed away and join the ranks of the other thousands. Organized away in a basement for what? They bring no joy to anyone like that! This was just another way to keep me in control of my own bondage. These realizations would not have happened if I did not start letting go. From cleaning house to getting to Miami the natural metamorphosis of healing had begun. I have waited so long for this. So in essence (not the stripper
) my life has been on hold in many ways and I needed much more than a jolt to be released, I needed a earthquake! Florida was just the medicine I needed.
Now I find myself leaving King of Diamonds at around 6 AM. The Bentley is graciously waiting and at this point I saw enough ass to last eons! I wanted to go to sleep! I was already awake for 24 hours prior to this as I flew in on the red eye. I was now awake for to 72 hours! Now, remember that I have been sleeping on a couch for 3 years, this was the first bed I was to sleep in and it was a big, comfortable bed! I fell asleep before I hit the pillow and slept till 4:30PM. My boy woke me up and said we were going to the barber. Now I have not had a proper cut in a minute and he was bringing me to the guy who told me his fresh fade would get me laid
The guy was nice and I have never had a bald fade this good in my life. I looked real nice! He then said I needed to retire the pony (POLO) and get with the Gator (LACOSTE) he was correct
Every nigga in miami is rocking polos by Ralph Lauren, only them high class folks were rocking the Lacoste
I loved the idea as Lacoste has always been my favorite so he brought me to the Lacoste store and things got pretty fun
Some of you know that I have done well over the last year due to investments in physical gold and silver (I take possession). If you are up on the market, I have done very well over the last 6 months. I continue to do very well in this area and believe it to be the only true way to become wealthy. I will be right back....Gold just went up $30! How strange?