Fillerup

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This is in response to a question asked of me in another tread at
http://www.mattersofsize.com/forum/showthread.php?s=&threadid=3003 I hope it encourages some of the members to greater gains and more enthusiasm. Here goes:

How did I learn about Penis Enlargement 20 years ago? Well it's a long story. Ready? When I was very young, 18, I married my high school sweetheart. She was only 16 at the time. After about 2 years of marriage, my wife's sister came up from Vegas, where she was living, for a visit. I had never met her before, and was amazed at the stories she had to tell, including her experiences as a hooker, which she seemed to take pride in. Anyway, she spent a good deal of time sharing with my wife how cool black guys were, especially the size of their dicks. She asked my wife why she was wasting her life with some guy who worked in a factory (me) when there was a whole world out there. Before I knew it, my wife had packed her bags and, no shit, hitchhiked to a small city a couple of hundred miles to the north and moved in with her sister. She said she was too young and had to experience more of life. In less than 2 weeks she was shacked up with a black guy, in a town of 60,000 where, at best, there might have been a half dozen black men. Seems to me it didn't matter who he was, as long as he was black. Some time later she told me of an encounter with another black guy she picked up in a night club, who was in the band. She talked about how big his dick was, and didn't seem to be aware of how damaging that could be to a guy's ego. We eventually did reconcile, for a few years anyway, but the damage was done. I felt less than a man, and inadequate. From what I know today I was average, but that was no longer good enough. I had to be bigger. I looked everywhere for info, which was primarily in porno mags such as Hustler. There were ads in those mags for pumps which promised to make your penis bigger. I tried several of them but they were mostly junk and didn't last long. One day I found an ad about a penis enlargement program designed by a doctor in England called the "Chartham Method". It used a combination of heat, jelqing and pumping . I ordered the system and did it faithfully for 3 months, the designated time period. I had some small gain but not enough. Over the years I tried different pumps and stuck mostly to them because I knew of nothing else. There was no info about hanging , manual stretches , Uli's, etc that we here on this and other forums take for granted. It wasn't until about 9 years ago, when I got onto the internet and, one eventful day, typed in "penis enlargement" on a search engine. Then the party really got going. I discovered other methods besides pumps, such as the Grip system for hanging weights. I think I was probably the first person in Canada to order it. Although I had since divorced my wife, the damage, as I said, was still done, and I was on a mission. Over the next several years I bought just about every penis enlargement device, pump ., program, you name it that there was. I tried the Grip system, the Penistretcher, The Circle Device, The Power Stretcher , as well as several programs and courses. I've worked with hypnosis programs, subliminal tapes, you friggin name it. I've gone through at least a half dozen manual pumps and still have two electric pumps, the Kaplan Megavac and the CTC XL1000. But in the past several years I've focused mostly on hanging and jelqing. I think the bulk of my gains have been in the past few years, especially with new techniques such as Uli's, hanging heavy weight, and, of course, the ultimate Blasters, girth busters etc. But I had to go through a lot of crap to get to where we are today, and I envy a lot of you younger guys who dont' have to go through the bullshit and and have access to great programs such as found here on DLD's site. Trust me, it'll save you years of wasted time to get where you want to be. Hell, knowing what I know now, and starting when I did, I should be about 14" by 8" by now :D. So, there's my story. I'm now well above average and feel a lot more self confidence. Was it worth it? I don't know. There was a lot of hours, thousands, to gain a couple of inches. Now I'm well into my 40's and have had about enough. :D who am I trying to kid. I've just begun :D I'm shooting for 10" NBPL and 7" girth. With the knowledge available today, I will get there. And maybe, just maybe, I might get another stab at my ex-wife :D. So go for it guys. Work hard, be patient and the rewards will come. Best wishes

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GellyBird

Member
Great story, very inspiring. I wish you luck and try to look for your ex-wife once you get the monster your looking for. Then, I suggest you deal out some pain...
 

Godsize

Active member
I can understand how those events must've been pretty traumatizing, but I probably wouldn't want to fuck that broad again.

Your story didn't quite inspire me either. It was actually more of a downer than anything.

Nothin' like stories like that to make the "black myth" not so much of a "myth".
 

penguinsfan

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Well, I'm glad you've stayed upbeat through it all. Sounds like you've invested an incredible amount of time, money, and heart into your gains.

10" x 7" is quite ambitious, though I'm aiming for about 9" in length myself. I hope you get there. So how much have you gained over the years?
 

Fillerup

Member
Actually, you know Godsize, I'm not sure it's a myth. I remember my dear ex-sister-in-law telling me of a black guy she screwed that had a 14" dick. I don't know if that's true, or even if she may be exagerating. But I'll tell you this. I've only seen 2 black guys naked in my life (there's not a large black population up here in Canada, at least not where I live). One was in a gym change room in Vancouver BC about 10 years ago, and I remember thinking his dick was about as thick as a beer can. The other time was when I worked in a large factory about a year after my wife had left me and gone on her black guy crusade. I worked in a huge lead, zinc smelter that employed over 2000 workers. One day I was transferred to another plant. At the end of my shift I headed for the showers, where I found only one guy in the shower , and he was black, standing with his back to me. I wondered, as you must imagine, if the stories were true. So I stood there until he turned around. I figure he was about 8" soft and I just stood there staring. I'd been in the showers with over 20 guys at once in other plants and never seen anyone near that size. Coincidence? Perhaps. But I'll say this. When my ex-sister-in-law and her girlfriend went out to a club, they looked for the black guys. Could be 150 guys in the club, 2 of which were black and guess who they went after. Also, she was a hooker in Vegas for years and probably knows from experience what she's talking about. No doubt, there are really big white guys out there (I'm getting to be one of them) and there are small black guys too. But in general, from my experience and what I've been exposed to, I think the black man has a larger penis in general. Sorry if my story was a downer for you. Much of it was for me too. But I like to think it's having a happy ending. And I doubt I'll ever have another sexual encounter with my ex-wife again. How would I explain my new size? :D

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Godsize

Active member
I'm not saying I'd trade in my being white for being black just to have a huge dick, but it does make me feel kind of pathetic tugging away and squeezing my cock, hoping it'll grow into something worthwhile for a woman when meanwhile, chicks can just go right out and grab up some black dude somewhere and get what she really wants.

My ex had been with black guys, and I always hated living under that fucking shadow.
 

mazdab8r

Member
Fillerup, great story... your ex sounds like a total prostitute herself. Your story should make us all look back and see how fortunate we are to have the knowledge we do here. It's so easily accessible nowadays compared to when you started out especially, imagine what it's going to be like in another 20 years..?
 

Fillerup

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I know what you're saying Godsize. If it's any consolation, since my wife and I divorced, she's been with 3 different guys as far as I know. One she lived with for 5 years and the had a daughter. A different guy for about a year and she now lives with another guy in Vegas and has been with him several years. Again, if it's any consolation, they're all WHITE. So whatever impact the black guys had on her, it would appear it wasn't enough to narrow her choice to that race. So don't let it get to you. Just get to work and strive to acheive your own goals, knowing there's a whole whack of us out here supporting you and, I'll bet, some of them are black. Good luck

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mazdab8r

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Fillerup good point. Also most girls, at least the decent ones, aren't so shallow as to only stay with a guy just because of how big his dick is. Of course in alot of cases it is a guy can use it as insurance, yet if he was a complete retard I doubt that his girl would want him for too long.
 

Fillerup

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Try not to be too hard on her. I actually blame her sister more than her. She was a bad influence. Plus my wife was only 18. She, by her own admission many years later, told she was young and stupid. Too bad that's what happened but--that's what happened

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TheExecutioner

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Dude you know what? your sitting there hoping to have another crack of your ex-wife, from what it seems she isnt worth the shit on your boot.
If i was you id fucking Shoot the bitch, sorry bro you could fucking do so much better man just hook up with another girl and show your ex what it is shes now missing, seems to me she just treated you like as if without any thought just dropped you in search of some black dick, absolutely disgraceful mate get rid of it
i say "it" anyone who does such a cruel thing dont dserve to even have a name.
Just my 2 cents in there man my advice forget it move on and get a different bitch one that will respect you more man.
peace out.
 

Fillerup

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Whew! Good thing you're not an executioner :D. You're right, what she did was inexcusable, and pretty low-life. But I've met with her a few times over the years and I think she regrets what she did. She's pretty responsible now, has a teenage daughter and is monogamous (far as I know). Her sister eventually married a black guy, but she went out with him for 10 years prior to marriage. As for getting "another crack" at her, that was just in jest. I have no interest in reconciling with my ex-wife. It was just a fantasy of mine to see the look on her face as I shoved my 8.5 X 6 to the hilt:O

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stillwantmore

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Naw, I'd just keep at it...hit your goal...find some hot, younger woman...that's 18 or close enough to it...and take a polaroid of her sitting on your bit 10x7" dick with a caption like "....and to think you left me for a bigger dick....thinking of you" and send it to the ex.

I've always felt like after I break up with someone....I cannot get back together with them....because theyve probably been with someone else.

It is very cool though to see a guy who's been going at it for a few year longer than I've been alive and still has the drive and determination to keep going for it....makes my obession with my goals seem ...a little more sane I guess ;) Welcome aboard Fillerup!!
 
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TheExecutioner

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Thats great to hear that mate, you got a good tool there man just use it with a girl with some "responsibility" and some respect for you, you made great gains by the way maybe one day i will to :)
And yeah i guess you right good thing im not an executioner....YET anyways ;) and yeah would be great to see her face when she realises she left you for a bloke with a dick most probably smaller than yours!
Anyways good luck with finding the right girl man.
 

Fillerup

Member
Thanks guys. It's good to be onboard. Oh, Stillwantmore, I got a question for you. couple weeks ago we were chatting a bit on the MOS chat and talking about using Viagra for girth workouts. I ordered, at your suggestion, the Selegra sample. I also ordered some generic Cialis which just arrived, but I haven't tried it yet. Was wondering if you or someone else in this forum might have and see how it compares to Viagra. Just wondering....

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stillwantmore

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I have no personal experience with cialis. I figure...far as I know anyway...with the generic viagra being cheaper....I just assume use it. Even though I have heard the cialis stays in your system longer....that provides little personal benefit for me as I only use the viagra 99% of the time for Penis Enlargement.
 

mazdab8r

Member
Doesn't cialis give you a boner for upto 36 hours or some shit? Why would anyone wanna walk around with a constant boner for two days after taking one of these? ..Unless you just wanted to show off of course ;)
 

pole

Banned
Maybe little late but well...Congrats for your 20th Penis Enlargement anniversary, your gains and the future!
 

bigbutnottoo

Active member
Personally, I wouldn't even want to date some chick who goes around to clubs looking for some guy to fuck just because he's black or he might have a big dick.

While I can empathise with you guys who have that "she's looking for the big black guy" anxiety, I have learned to overcome that. HOWEVER, I have never had that syndrome suddenly "hit" a wife or girlfriend. But I figure ifit did happen,I'd end it quick; its not a real relationship anyway if she would throw it away like that. What if one day I just decided to tell my girlfriend, "Sorry, I'm only going to fuck Asians.":?
 

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