Yup that is the infamous Jen. She was a massive inspiration in my beginnings but eventually she started to hate PE and me too. She left me thinking she would find a better life but it did not turn out that way. She ended up using drugs and stripping again. She eventually came home but she was not the same girl, she had changed for the bad and there was no coming back. As hard as it was for me, and as much as my Brothers know how much I love her, I have to let her go. I would take her back in a heartbeat if she changed to be what she was but IDN, she has hidden from me for years now. The last girl I had. A decade on my own.