Recent content by notmeanymore

yeah. im thinking maybe that as well. i always had a little difficulty getting really hard unless i rushed to the edge first. which is how i ended up searching for this way to hurt myself. lol. but now its extremely worse, and abstaining just aint workin anymore. wondering after a bit longer if...

well, im going to start making erections every morning or so. i did that awhile back, and didnt have any ill effects. it actually seemed to help some

yeah.... it sure doesnt feel like im recovering nicely. lol. i remember always having the hourglass back in the day if i was a having a shrinkage event. but it wasnt often, and quickly went away with arousal and caused no issues. it seems laying dormant and shrunk so long isnt helping. this...

believe me , i am. well last night changed things drastically. the wife was there and i got hard, so i just tried sex for a couple minutes very easy and slow. didnt do it long, but i noticed im just not as big as i should be anymore. after that, went to bed. shrank up all night, no night...

well, i didnt know how serious this was. nor did i know what to do other than try to keep using it. i dont know that ill ever feel right, but im doing all i can with gods help. the feeling sensations change it seem. so its hard to track. i do know when the shortening comes on strong is when i...

yeah, i havent did any pe for over 9 months now. its only that dark when it got super thin and firm. i dont like it. any of it. my irritation isnt gone, but it feels better than it has to date. and its not sharp, but maybe a distant dull faint burn in one spot at times. moreso by the end of the...

cant say reading about pumping penis implosions made me feel very at ease. lol. . . but on another note. im back to excercising regular, and jogging, walking, and stretching. im kinda back to leaning to part of this being hard flaccid related. i went at today positive, and i did mostly well...

no, i was. but the pressure didnt seal and kept decreasing. until it did seal too much. and thanks. im trying and trying to make this work. i feel like if this nerve could recover, and i had normal glans feeling, i could get a lot farther along.since ive always had "feeling" in all of it, im...

if i possibly kept you from hurting yourself im glad i could. i really had no idea. nor did it hurt in any way. i was only that high in the first place, cause it always seemed to take at least 10 to even get mine up to a normal erection it seemed. 4-6 does almost nothing to me. 8 isnt even...

ill see what i can do there. thanks. im trying my best to get over this. it sucks so bad. nobody should have to ever endure this pain

yeah. i agree with that. i can feel everything on the entire penis if i touch it or rub it. albeit it might be a bit skewed around the glans. if i have sex , feeling seems perfectly fine there. its when im walking around in clothes that i dont seem to have the feeling i should have, and the...

i dont think theres any flattening appearance that i can tell. the whole thing just feels and appears micro size from what i use to have. it feels like i need to go on a do not touch it period for a long time. it just feels like years have went by, but i guess 9 months isnt really that long...

im not making fun of anything. im just trying to regain my life as it were. cialis did nothing during the day. i actually got worse than normal . and then that night i got an erection while sleeping again, and woke up flexing it hard. the next day was a total disaster of over sensitive glans...

its not a way of thinking. its fact. and training would be even more painful than it already is

i dont train period. i dont have anything currently to train. im simply trying to not hurt anymore and stay alive