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I have been addicted to ���� since around 1995. It wasn't till around 2010 that I realized this. I have ruined countless past relationships because my inability to control my ���� use/addiction.

Quotes:
"To much of a good thing", "Men are from Mars, Women from Venus","Your Brain On ����", "NoFAP"

Even more labels:
"���� Addiction", "Sex Addiction"

People who don't believe ���� is addicting and effects a person sexually in a lot of ways is either:
1) Lying
2) Wired differently then the majority of society. BTW, I am very jealous.
3) Is not at the point in their journey where they are able to recognize.

I've recently opened my eyes to how bad my EQ is and also my ability to related to another in a first person, normal real world sexual situation. Yes "E" f'ing "D". I have also made up my mind that it is my use of ���� (not ���� itself) that has accomplished this.

As of writing this I hope ("believe" is bs) that if kept in check, adult material can be a useful tool. I admit I could be wrong.

So what am I going to do about it?
1) Learn and be honest and not so critical with myself.
2) Stop watching ����������� in a video format. Only using clothed models in single or slideshow picture format and/or audio.
3) Implement PE/ED/EQ exercises using MOS and other sites along with any tools such as ring, pumps, etc.....
4) Achieve normal EQ without ����.
5) Finally updating my partner with my progress and begin the healing process.

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